Kgerard's Blog

okay I'm leaving this buzznet and I made a new one I will only give it out to my friends and if u care u will add me if not then ur lost .. I'm going to start over and not have to stress bout ppl sooo yeah msg me if u want it if not then ohh well ....

 

~!PEACE OUT!~

♥XxX♥ Well I will begin with HER! Sami x] ... gosh she is Amazing! and Wonderful ... she is the best .. I can't live without her she means the world to me don't forget tht bitches ... Together Forever Baby x]

♥XxX♥ NEXT!! ... Zacky .. NO DUH ... I love him everyone should know tht he makes me HAPPY ohh and he's HOTT!! now who wouldn't love tht so don't forget tht bitches xP

♥XxX♥ DUH!! Syn is next goooooooooooo SYN!! x] ... he's HOTT awsome and wht he does and I look up to him he's my role model I would die if Syn died :( ... got it hoes? (jk jk)

♥XxX♥Javi well theres alot to say tht but I don't want to cry :'( ... he's kinda my boyfriend ... I love him lots he makes me smile and cry all together .. it's hard not to love him and well he makes me blush more then others and I feel improtant wen we tlk .. I love him .. got it friends?

♥XxX♥EVERYONE ony my tops!! u guys ARE AWSOME .. I would be lost without u guys u mean th world to me soo ... I LOVE YOU ... no matter wht ppl say u guys are th SHIT x] ... ROCK ON!!

♥XxX♥EVERYONE ELSE ... hehe u guys are speical 2 I didn't forget u hehe I love you keep on rocking .. x] .. don't let ppl bring u down u rock my friends .. HOPE ... WE ... STAY .. Friends x]

 

♥xXx♥ Well here I go again acting like a baby ... making u all hate me .. I jus want to say sorry fr all th trouble I have brought apon you ... I didn't mean to really x| ... I shouldn't have opened my mouth :( ... I hope u find it in ur hearts to forgive me fr all th pain I have caused you ... I didn't mean to really x( ...

Sami!! I Promised you tht I was not to do nothin stupid I'm going to keep tht promise okay ..  promise you baby ... together forever remember? .. I love you Jelly x) .... ur mines and I love you x]

Bro ... sry!! bout last night I don't hate you I love you x) ... ur awsome x) ... I would hate to lose you in anyway ... u mean a lot to me and ur funny u rock x)

To all my other friend u commented on my journal I REALLY sry!! I don't tlk to u guys much so I shouldn't do tht ... tht is a big NO NO!! ... I promise u all no more acting like a baby I got to go up thnkies fr careing .. anf I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY!! I LOVE YOU GUYS ...

♥xXx♥Plz!! Forgive me pretty plz!♥xXx♥

 

 

♥xXx♥.... Kathy ... Gates (aka Peanut Butter) ...♥xXx♥

Well there A LOT of shit going on in my life I thought I could but this pass me but I was wrong ... I thought I had my life were I wanted it but NOPE!! ... someone made it hard fr me YET AGAIN .. I mean really .. am I really tht unloveable .. to be sooo alone but yet to have soo many friends around me I don't get it ... wht am I doing wrong? ... it is jus me or is it tht I can't find someone to love me I mean really?

♥xXx♥ LOVES!! tehe .. I hope u enjoy this chappie ... I'm sick and I don't think it's very good ... I think it's LAME as fuck soo plz!! be nice ...♥xXx♥

Ryan's pov ...

 I was pissed at the fact that Kathy made out with Gerard right in front of my face ... sooo wht if I kissed Brendon does not mean I made out with him right then and there .... that fucking kiss lasted 5 min .. I walked out the room and headed fr Frank's room ...

"Hey Frank where is Kathy and Gerard?" I asked lookin around th room ...

"ohh last I've seen them they were in the living room" he said

"well there not there now" I sighed

"SHIT!" he yelled and got up

"WHT?"

"well if there not here god knows wht there doing and where they are at"

"FUCK"

"I know Ryan we got to find them and FAST" he said

 We went to the roof and heard some noises I had a feeling it was Kathy and Gerard .. I kicked the door open and sure enough it was them, they were in each others arms it does not look like they were kissing it looks like they were hugging ...

"KATHY WTF?" I yelled with anger

"I jus needed to tlk to Gerard it's not tht big of a deal" she started to cry ...

"don't cry I'm sry I didn't mean to yell or over react" I said nd wlked over to her

"it's okay" she sniffed

I gave her a hug and took her downstairs, I figured Frank wanted to be alone with Gerard ... so I let them be ... I got to the room and Kathy layed down with tears in her eyes I wraped my arm around her and kissed her neck softly and rested my head on her side, she turned my way and put her head on my chest, I played with her hair ... till she and I fell asleep in each other arms ....

Brendon's pov ...

 I kinda liked tht kiss with Ryan he's kinda cute and he's nice to me most of the time .. other time he could be mean but hey thts why I love him soo much, I went home and Bianca went to sleep and me I was up watching tv, it was bout 12 am so I gussed everyone was sleeping except fr me ...

~*The Next Day*

 I fell asleep on the sofa and tht made my neck hurt ... I heard someone making noise from the kitchen so I got up and made my way toward to the kitchen to see wht was going on ...

"Hey Bren when did u fall asleep?" she asked

"I don't remember" I yawned

"wow" she smiled and pecked me on the lips

"I'm going to take a shower I'll be back" I said and walked to my room

 I looked at my phone, I got a call from Ryan ... I wonder wht he wanted ... I called him bck before I went into the shower ...

"Hey?" Ryan said

"Hey Ry" I said

"ohh Bren whts up?" he asked

"jus got up u?"

"same .. I was wondering if u wanted to come over?" he asked

"sure ... I'd love to after I take a shower k?" I asked

"okay sure see you in a bit" he said ans hnug up

I made my way to the bath room and took my shower I got ready and went to Ryan's house he was the only one home .... I guessed since there was no car in th drive way ... I knocked on th door and waited fr him to open it ...

"Bren" he smiled ad pulled me into a hug

"Hey" I giggled

"come sit down" he smiled

"sure" I said and sat down, as soon as I sat down he made his move ...

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Hey loves sry!! fr th cut off tehe ... sry!! it took sooo long to post as well .. ^_^ well anyways enjoy and this chappie goes out to Sami! ... I love you bby ur awsome .... u make me wanna write tehe love you Jelly ^_^

okay well I'm bored and I want someone to tlk to me so if u don't then I jus might not be ur friend anymore ... and I'm a nice person and I care ever sooo much sooo if u care u will note me or msg me or comment this if not by tomorrow u are no longer on my friend and u will never get a chance to tlk to me again ....

PEACE ~n~ LOVE ^_^

I Don't Know What To Call This Anyways Enjoy ^_^ .. This Goes Out To My Bby Sami She Has Helped Me A LOT!!! And I LOVE Her Thnks!! Bby ^_^

 
       ♥I Talk To You Day In And Day Out ...♥

       ♥But I Can't Get What Your Sayin To Me ....♥

       ♥It's Like The Words That Are Comin Out Of ...♥

       ♥Your Mouth Mean Nothin To You What So Ever ....♥

       ♥When You Say "I Love You" Do You Really Mean That ...♥

       ♥Or Are You Just Trying To Make Me Happy If So Your Not ... ♥

       ♥Doing A Very Good Job Of It, I Look Around And See An Empty Room ...♥

       ♥I Close My Eyes And I See You, I'm Scared To Close Them, So I keep Them Open ...♥

       ♥I Begin To Cry, Cuz I Miss You So, Why Did You Have To Leave Me I Never ...♥

       ♥Wanted You To Go, I Loved You, Maybe I Still Do, You Promised Me ...♥

       ♥Now What, I'm Left To Cry Over You, Well Thats Not Going To ....♥

       ♥ Happen, Cuz I Got No Tears, Left, You Took Them Away ... ♥

       ♥Me, Now I'm Just Worthless, This Is Not A Sad Story ...♥

       ♥So Don't Think It Ends In Death, It Ends, When I ...♥

      ♥Finally Open My Eye And Show I'm Jus Like You But Better...♥

      ♥In My Own Way, I'm Not Dranging, It's Jus A State Of Mind, That ..♥

      ♥Brings Me Peace, Sometimes You Jus Got To Believe And I Believe In The World ..♥

 

                                                       ♥xXx♥ The End ♥xXx♥

 

           

 ~*Okay here is the thing I got a friend who has a sis named Josie she is my friend as well but she is a totally bully thts right a bully she pick on little kids such as myself and laughs bout it HOW MEAN ...

~*Anyways she wants to steal my Syn and Zacky and The Rev Away from me and at one point my tickets .. pshh ... not very nice of her right? okay soo my friend Mariela and I are making a EMP ... and here it is

xXx First we will kidnap her and take her away from where she is at .. then we will take her TOC tickets wen she get them and then wen we go to the concert and rub it in her face now the reason we are doing this is cuz she is always like ohhh I liked this band longer so I get them not fair so were doing this plan to make a point ... jus cuz were younger means nothing ... we will get our man even if it kill us ... hehe Josie is 19 soo much older then me and Mariela ... her sis is awsome and I hope she does not get mad it's only fr th best okay soo Josie told me and Mariela tht we could not say .. pshhh ... cuz thts her word .. pshhh ... I could say wht I want ... so anyways were going to kidnap her and then take our man bck and then once we do tht were going to set her free in th middle of no where and then we will go there fr no reason and rub it in her face tht we got our men bck YAYz!!

^ Look this is the bully she looks nice but NOO she is not xP she is a meanie on th inside (haha not really but I'm tryin to make a point sry!)

now I will put some pic of the men she sooo wants to steal from me xP

One of The Guys I think wait idk if it was Zacky but still I love him .. he's so AWSOME ... hehe I love this damn pic hehe but I know Jomaris loves him so there an upper ohhh Jomaris is Josie sis tehe ^_^

Syn ZOMG!! he's HOTT!!! right .. he's mine ALL mine but NOOO I can't have him not fair right I should be able to ... like some ppl got there fave person right?

The Rev .. DAMN sooo HOTT I love him he's AWSOME right haha I wuv u Rev MINES MINES MINES xD

See theres the point haha this was fun this is not ment to hurt no one feeling this is jus a  joke we got out I'm not crazy here u would understand if u were going through the same sooo wht do u think?

 Well I'm bored really really really bored someone pretty plz I'll do anything haha ... well ppl tell me bout ur day ppls  I would love to hear it cuz I'm nice like tht haha ... x]

"A Little Piece Of Heaven" By Avenged Sevenfold x]


Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you one chance) *
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

"Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?"
"Yes, I do"
"Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?"
"I do"
"I now pronounce you"

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

[* Note: in CD booklet this line is written as "Well then I'll break you unchained"]