♥BAHAAHAH FUCK YOU!!!!! (:♥

  ~*ugh jk I'm finally feeling better to post so u better like it if u don't then fine be tht way =P lol well anyways enjoy =D *~

~*Gerard's pov

 I can't believe I did tht but I had to it's been in my mind for th past 4 years now nd I've been holding it in sooooooooooo long it was getting hard to hold it in any longer .....

"Kathy I'm sry!!" I said nd played with my fingers

"it's okay" she smiled

"u sure?" I asked with a confused face

"I'm 100% sure tht I don't mind"

"hmm ... thts odd"

"y do u say tht?"

"cuz I though u would be mad at th fact of me kissing u"

"oh no I'm not mad" she smiled

 I looked at her nd smiled, she leaned in closer nd kissed me nd walked away to her house, I got out of th car nd grabed her arm nd she jus smiled ....

"wht was tht fr?" I asked

"oh nothin I jus wanted to do it"

"y would u want to aren't u with Ryry?!?!"

"yea I am but still"

 I was kinda lost here if she was with Ryry who happens to be my bestfriend then y would she kiss me bck wouldn't she get mad and tell Ryry ugh this is all to weird ....

"but still wht do u still love him?" I asked scared fr th answer

"of course I do but I do have a crush" she smiled

"ohhh"

"yeah look Gerard I'm sry!! I should have not kissed u bck"

"it's okay I don't mind really"

she smiled "would u like to come in fr a while"

"yeah!"

 She opened th door nd I sat down she went into th kitchen nd she came out with some drinks nd chips she turned on th tv nd turned it to fuse they were giving loaded zomg!! they were giving Aiden loaded sweet! there pretty awsome ....

"I love Aiden" Kathy said

"same here they flipping awsome"

she giggled nd moved closer to me but she kinda kept her distance I jus could not stop thinking bout her lips there so soft nd sweet, I couldn't take it anymore I leaned in nd kissed her, she looked at me nd smiled, we started making out nd it was so amazing jus to feel her near me nd kissing me nd running her hand up my back it gave me chills down my bck, it almost lead to more but Kathy's phone went off nd she jus had to anser it.

~* Kathy on th phone *~

"hello?"Kathy said

"hey" I heard someone say

"Ry?"

"yea"

"ohh whts up sweetie" she smiled

"ohh nothin I jus miss u is all"

she looked down n in shame. "I miss u to"

I could tell she was bout to cry but she kept it in.

"I hope to see you soon" Ryry said

"same here I love Ryan'

"I love you Kathy"

"well Ry I have to go"

"alright bye"

 She hung up th phone nd ran to her room her mom jus got home nd I didn't know wht to do so I jus ran up to Kathy's room I walked into her bed room nd I saw a half bottle of phills nd her unconcouis ....