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What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me?!!?

~*♥Well I have no clue why I feel like a bad person I mean I like to help people but for some reason I feel like a bitch  and like no one really cares and also I don't get why I change so fast, at first I loved Gerard and then Frank and then Ronnie and now Zacky and next Bill, does this mean the real people like Bianca and Jomaris and bestie Angel, are going to be replaced because if you look at it I change stars what makes you think I won't change people this scares me A LOT!! I wonder is there a way were I can't change this ughh .. life ... is ... soo ...unfair HELP!! ME!! understand...

some very random pics of stars I loved and or love ....


Bill Kaulitz (new love)


he's so cute how can I not love him?


Zacky Vengeance (recent love)


so HOT!!


Gerard Way (my true love)

well I would post more pics but I'm to lazy but u get th point I jus don't understand how is it tht I can change with in a blink of an eye nn then out of no where I forget bout th other person .. I think I did tht to someone speical nd dear to me nd it hurts me cuz I love this person but I love others as well nd I jus pushed them to th side do u think thts a prob?


Posted on 11/08/2007 6:01 PM Visits: 4
hellaradloser: 11/08/2007 6:19 PM
There's absolutely nothing wrong with you, my love.
You are perfect. *hugs* ♥
kgerard: 11/08/2007 6:23 PM
thnks!! but I do feel like if I try to love tht I'm going to do th same :(
hellaradloser: 11/08/2007 6:39 PM
Try to love, my darling, just don't forget about people.
Don't forget me. ♥
kgerard: 11/08/2007 6:41 PM
I'm trying bout I'm scared tht things are going to trun out like my last relateiship(sp?)
hellaradloser: 11/08/2007 6:43 PM
How did that turn out??
May I ask if we can take this conversation over to chat?
kgerard: 11/08/2007 6:45 PM
I really rather not say ... all tht happen was tht I got my heart broken 5 times by her nd I'm still hurt
hellaradloser: 11/08/2007 6:48 PM
All right.
How dare she hurt you!!!
I would never hurt you, you know that, don't you?
kgerard: 11/08/2007 6:50 PM
yeah I know but she said tht to me as well nd she hurt me she didn't care tht I cried so much tht th last day of me crying blood came out of my eyes
hellaradloser: 11/08/2007 6:54 PM
*hugs you tight* I really mean it, love. I really do.
kgerard: 11/08/2007 6:56 PM
it's jus gonna take some time to love someone again .. I loved her a lot nd she didn't fucking care
hellaradloser: 11/08/2007 6:59 PM
You're right. It will take time.
Don't forget that I'm here if you ever want to talk. About anything, anything at all.
kgerard: 11/08/2007 7:04 PM
thnks!!! I know ur here :D
hellaradloser: 11/08/2007 7:08 PM
Of course. I probably won't be on Saturday, though. =[
I'm going to a Nightwish show. My first show, love! Wow, I feel lame.
kgerard: 11/08/2007 7:12 PM
awwe have fun tehe :D .. ur not lame ur awsome :D
hellaradloser: 11/08/2007 7:14 PM
Thank you, I'm sure I will. I'll miss you terribly, though. =D
Thanks, love. As are you. =]
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