October 27, 2007Wipe away those tears of blood again ....~*Hey my lovely friends I'm finally in th mood to post something so I jus wrote this oh th next fic will be out soon so be on a look out for tht also I'm writing a new fic I'm kinda scared to actually post it so yeah =(*~ ~*Kathy's pov .... It was like Gerard was stuck on what he was trying to ask or say nd he kinda needed to hurry up cuz we have a shower in like an hour nd I still had to get ready nd so did he. "Gerard I have to get ready for th show I'll talk to you later" I said "okay thts fine bye love you" he said nd kissed me I walked out of th bus nd ran into Patrick he fell on th floor nd I fell on top of him, I got up nd helped Patrick to his feet, I felt kinda stupid fr running into him I really did. "OH I'M SO SRY" I said "it's okay it was my fault" he smiled "thnks!!'' "so where were you heading?!?!" he asked "to get ready fr th show tonite what about you?" "samething u wanna walk together?" he smiled I thought fr a second "sure" We walked al th way to th other side of where he had to go I guess we were not really paying attenion to what we were doing since we were tlking nd laughing th whole. "oh snap we passed were we needed to stop" I said nd stoped walking "yeah ur rite were are we at anyways?!!?" Pat asked "I have no idea it looks nothin like th parkin lot or th studio area" I said kinda worried We walked around fr about another 15 mintues nd we got nothin my legs were startin to hurt nd he were wlkin up a hill nd tht only made things worst, I triped over a tiny rock nd fell down th hill nd hit my head kinda hard on a big rock nd after tht is all black ..... ~*Patrick's pov ... I saw Kathy roll down th hill nd hit her head on this huge rock, I ran down to where she was at ... she was loseing alot of blood from her head nd my cell phone is dead nd so is hers I think ... "KATHY" I yelled nd put he head on my lap She didn't answer nor was she breatheing. "OMG!! SOMEONE HELP" I cried I knew no one could hear me but it was worth a shot my last thing to do was to give her mouth to mouth, not tht I mind or anything. "Kathy" I said nd stoped as I saw hwe open her eyes "P-a-t-r-i-c-k" she could barely speak "I'm here don't worry" I said nd hugged her "I'm so scared" "it's okay sweetie I'm here I'm not going anywhere I promise" "thnks!!" she said nd got up nd sat on my lap "ur welcome" I sad nd blushed Kathy layed her head on my shoulder nd closed her eye I could tell she was extra sleepy but I didn't know wht to do seeing as I don't know where th hell we are. I started to get sleepy as well nd they showed must have went on without us idk ... I leaned bck on th grass tryin not to wake Kathy nd I rested my head on my hoodie ... Kathy slept on my chest with my other hoodie covering her seeing how it was kinda cold ... "Patrick" Kathy called "yea?" "get up plz!!" "ok?" I said nd got up "thnks!!" she smiled "y did I have to get up?" "cuz I wanted to sit under th tree" '"oh okay" I said nd sat next to her" I was still tired but i can't go to sleep now .... Kathy put her arm around me nd rest her head on me her hair smiled sooo good nd it felt so soft ... ~*Frank's pov .... "Gerard?" "um .. yea?" "where the hell is Kathy at?" I asked "I have no fucking idea" he said kinda pissed "I bet she fine she's with Patrick" "so u never know he might like her nd makeout with her" he said nd sat down "he won't trust me" I said nd sat next to him "man I wished I could have asked her" "ask her wht?" "well I was going to ask her to marry me" "really?!?!" ...... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This goes out to Bianca cuz she jus so awsome nd I want her to feel better so I hoped by postin this she might feel better I love you sweetie ur awsome ^_____^
Posted on 10/27/2007 11:43 PM Comments (5)
October 21, 2007[10/20/07] ...♥ ... oh my this is how my day went for the concert ...♥♥The Morning♥ ~* I woke up at 9:10 Am cuz my stupid cats were making so much noise blah to them anyways I ate something nd went back to bed at 9:30 ... I woke up again at 11:35 nd my mom called me to tell me to get ready so I took a shower went on th computer nd checked my mail =) then Vanessa (a friend of my mom's) came to pick me up she bought me a dunkin donuts cookies nd cream shake (yummy) .... we went to my house nd got my mom nd aunt nd then went to hot topic .... ~*Hot Topic was awsome I was listening to Escape The Fate while my aunt nd Vanessa shoped fr something ... blah I saw some awsome A7X shirts nd I saw MCR's old cd nd Aiden's as well my mommy is taking me bck there to buy stuff WOO! .... I saw some Vans nd Converses they were so pretty then my mom took me out of th store to look fr something .... ~*We left Hot Topic nd got to Vanessa's mom's car nd I found out way my mom took me out of th store ... she took me out so I would not see wht she was getting me nd man it was awsome I got My Chemical Romance well tht Vanessa got me nd my mom got me some nice long black nd white gloves nd a black nd white skull T-shirt .... ♥Nite Time♥ ~*We got home nd ate some food nd I got on th computer to listen to some more Escape The Fate nd then my aunt came by me nd handed me a paper bag nd wht was in it was AWSOME ... I was th Umbrella Academy issue 1 nd 2 WOOO!!! another surprize fr me tht made my nite even better ... ~*We finally left fr th concert nd tht sucked my aunt had to turn the wrong way so it took use a hour to get there so I missed Cute Is What We Aim For ... nd Plain White T's .... we got to see Gymclass Heros well before them they had some guys who were rapping tehe .... ~*Gymclass Heros was awsome the sang "Paper Cuts" nd "Cupid Chokehold'' nd "Clothes Off" nd some other songs before nd after tht ohh Patrick came out nd I almost fainted rite then nd there my lungs hurt from all th scareming I did wen I saw him lol .... ~*OMFG! Fall Out Boy was FUCKING AWSOME they were so great they sang "Sugar Were Going Down" which was there first song nd then some other song nd then "Carpel Tunnels Of Love" nd then "A Little Less 16 Candles A little More Touch Me" nd then some other song nd then "I'm Like A Lawyer The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off Me (Me & You)" OMG!! tht one was awsome tehe then came "Dance Dance" nd "Thnks Fr Th Mmmrs" nd then some song bout Mom's tht there writng now nd then we did th wave haha it was awsome nd sang happy birthday to Patrick's girlfriend Lisa awwe ... then we sang "This Ain't A Sence It's A Arms Race" nd then th sang "Mr. Brightside" by th killers man tht song is awsome nd the last song was "Saturday" there was fire in some songs nd in th last onre there was like green stuff everywhere nd Pete took his shirt off WOO!!! I was scareming like crazy tehe tht show was awsome but th thing I hated was tht it was all bout Pete I mean rly Patrick is better but Pete is smexy nd Patrick is 2 oh th sad thing is tht Fall Out Boy won't be coming bck to Chicago fr a while =( ... well tht was it tehe it's hard to explain but I tried =)
Posted on 10/21/2007 12:22 AM Comments (14)
October 19, 2007WIthout You Is How I Disapear ....♥♥Hey kiddies I hope u like this chappie ... I have to warn this chappie things are not what they same so be on th look out fr those things oh ... Jessica will be leaving in th next chappie so jus a heads up anywho I hope u like it (chappie 12) ....♥ Kathy's pov ....♥ Ryan still was not talking at this point I feel like walking out nd not lookin back it feels like she's his girlfriend or ex tht he didn't bother to tell me about. "Well Ryry speak up" I said nd walked to th door "where are you going?" he asked nd got off th sofa I rolled my eyes nd opened th door "home" "wht why?" "because I can't deal with drama" I said nd walked out "let me explain" he said nd grabed my arm I sighed "hurry up" "well heres th thing she's an old friend of mine nd one time we were hanging out nd I kissed her on th check but a friendly kiss nd ever since then she thought I was her boyfriend even if I told her I was not you have to believe me Kathy I love you nd I would have told you if it was something more" he said with a sigh "oh like you told me u were a vampire" "I was going to I swear" "when on our wedding day" I said nd tried to break from him "NO" he yelled at me "then wen?" "I DON'T KNOW" he yelled once more "FINE" I said nd stromed out "WAIT" "wht now?" I asked and turned towards him "I was going to tell you but I was scared u might not love me anymore" he said nd fell to th ground nd started to cry I felt so bad he was th most nicest nd sweetest person in the world nd I'm jus here being a bitch to someone I love with all my heart, I walked over to him nd gave him a kiss I jus get so weak wen I'm made at him it's not kool but I can deal. "Ryan I love you no matter wht nd I'll never stop loving u even if u were Gay" I smiled he giggled nd looked at me nd hugged me "u really are amazing nd thts why wen I first saw you I knew it was love nd thts no lie u can even ask Mikey u were my first girlfriend, my first real kiss, my first real love nd hopefully my last everything" I really had nothin to say to tht it was so sweet nd it made me cry a little bit no wait a lot. "Ryan I don't know wht to say" "u don't need to say anythin" he said nd pulled me into a vry passionate kiss or at it was untill tht girl came outside "Ryan" she said nd crossed her arms he pulled nd said "wht do u want Amy?" "fr u to stop kissing her" tht Amy girl said. Ryan's pov ...♥ I don't believe this girl it's been 3 years since tht kiss on th check nd since I told her I was not her boyfriend I don't see why she think were together or whatever. "Amy wht is with u" I said "nothin I jus don't want my boyfriend kissing some whore" she smirked. I could tell Kathy wanted to hit her but she held bck. "excuse me, I'm not a whore" Kat said with a angry face "I believe you are since ur kissin him" she said "well he is my boyfrined so yeah! I would be kissing him no duh!" Kathy said "look Amy wht do u want?" I asked "nothin now" she said nd walked passed us "then y did u come here in th first place huh?" "never mind" she said nd walked away I looked over to Kathy nd she looked a bit pissed but sad as well, yet again my fault. "ugh! I hate this Ryry I have to go home now I love you with all my heart I promise to call u wen I get home" she said nd kissed me nd got her phone to call Gerard. "okay hun I'll be lookin forward to ur call I love you" I said nd went inside as Gerard pulled in th drive way. Gerard's pov ...♥ Kat called me nd asked me if I could pick her up nd take her all th way to her mom's house of course I didn't mind so of course I said yes y not. "hey" I said as Kat got into th car "Hola!" she said with a smile so big nd pretty "were you crying?" "no y?" "no reason jus askin cuz it lookes like it" I said nd drove off "oh" The ride to her mom's house was quiet nd kinda worried I finally got to her house nd she was bout to leave wen I said "wait" "yes! Gee!" she said nd looked at me I knew wht I was about to do was wrong but I had to do it, I leaned closer to her nd pulled her closer to me nd kissed her yes it's wrong but I had to. "G-e-r-a-r-d" ....
Posted on 10/19/2007 6:41 PM Comments (8)
October 16, 2007Wipe away those tears of blood again ....Hola my lovely friends I wanna say thnks! fr reading it means alot to me tht u take th time to read it anywho I hope u like it tehe ly ^_^ (chappie 17) Gerard's pov ... Me nd Kathy were just sitting there listening to th radio wen we heard Frank tell th world tht we were dating I can't believe he did tht to us, I looked over at Kathy nd she had a blank face I can tell she was upset nd kinda mad as well nd so was I. "Hun are you okay?!" I asked "um .... NO" she yelled "I know how you feel" "I'M GOING TO GET HIM" she yelled nd ran out th bus "WAIT" I ran after her "FRANK" she yelled I saw him running away from her but she cought him nd tackled him to th floor she almost slaped him but I pulled her off of him. "Frank how could you" she asked "I was just so mad I'm sry!" he said "LIES" she yelled "I'm telling th truth you have to believe me" Frank said "no I don't I mean come on u told a very big or was a vry big secert Frank" "I know nd I'm sry!" "look Frank we did not want ppl to knoyet but now th whole world knows" I said "yes I am aware of tht" he said ''then" Kat said "look I said I'm sry!" he said nd walked away The next thing I knew we had interviewers surrounding us nd asking us questions of course we didn't answer I jus graded Kat's hand nd ran to her bus. "it going to be like tht fr a while" I said nd crashed on th sofa "yeah!" Kathy said nd sat next to me "it's okay I'm here with u so don't worry" "thnks!" she said nd rested her head on my chest "no worries hun" I said nd played with her hair I'm kinda scared with all of this cuz this was going to make it harder fr me to ask Kathy what I did to ask her now I don't think I can now. "Kathy" "yea Gee" "we need to tlk" I said a little scared "about wht?!" she asked with a worried face "it's hard to say it rly" "Gerard ur scareing me" she sad with a sad face "I'm sry!! it's jus so big nd scarey fr me 2" "Gerard are you breaking up with me?!?'' she asked with tears in her eyes "no I'm not I would never" I said nd hugged her she smiled a little "okay now tell mw plz!!" "well I was jus wondering if u would --" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ not to long but I tried to post tehe I hope u like it tehe love u lots ^____^
Posted on 10/16/2007 9:16 PM Comments (5)
October 14, 2007With Out You Is How I Disapear ......Hey Kiddies I know Jessica was suppose to write this one but I have not tlked to her nd yeah I'm kinda worried bout her hopefully I tlk to her soon if not I will be writing these so I hope u like them(chappie 11) Kathy's pov ..... "it's me Gerard I heard wht happen are you okay?" "not rly I miss Ryan so much" "so where does u dad live anyway" "on maple street" "I'm on maple street" "you are?" I ased with a smile on my face "yeah I can break u out of there if u want" he said "yes plz! tht would be awsome of you" I said "okay I'm on my way bye" "bye" After I hung up I got ready I didn't want to call Ryry jus yet I want him to be surprized when I got there.my phone rang so I knew Gerard was outside so I climbed out my window nd ran to his car without my dad seeing. "Hey Gee I'm so happy to see you" I said nd hugged him "I'm happy to see you as well" he smiled "do u know where Ryry is cuz I don't want him to kno I'm comin" I asked "he's at his house" "ok thnks!! again Gee ur th best" he blushed. "ur welcome" It took 20 minutes but we were finally at Ryan's house I was kinda nervous to walk in but I knew I had to I got out of Gee's car nd say my goodbyes nd walked over to th door nd opened it with th key he gave me. I opened th door nd saw Ryan on th sofa hugging his knees while th tv was on I guess he was watching self serve on fuse. "Ryry" I said nd walked over to th sofa "KATHY" he yelled nd looked at me with tears in his eyes "I missed you" "I missed you to OMG!!! I love you so much" he said nd hugged me vry tight "I love you" "your dad let you come bck?" "no I jus left" "how did u get here?" he asked while letting me go "Gerard called me nd he helped me out" he smiled nd kissed me "I missed kissing u" "awwe Ryry" "well I did" "I missed it 2" Ryan's pov ... Kathy jus came bck even if she was gone fr a couple hours it felt like a couple of years to me, I leaned in closer to kiss Kathy but my cell went off. ~! tlkin on th phone !~ "hey Brendon whts up?" "hey! nothin much I wanted to see how u were feelin?" "I'm fine Kathys back so yeah" "awsome dude" "yeah so who are you with?" "jus Ruby nd Frank nd Sammie, Jon was here earliy with Kesem but they left" "kool kool well I have to let you go bye" "okay man bye" After I hung up with Brendon I finally got to kiss Kat again she smiled which made me smile, I started to kiss her neck which made her giggle a little bit, she pulled me closer to her nd she layed bck on th sofa I put my legs on each of her nd we started making out, I felt her hand sliding up my side nd her hand in my shirt, I put mh hand on her side nd my other one on her thigh. Okay now thts how far we go but it felt so good I jus could not pull away from her lips even if someone was at th door sadly I had to when th door opened. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING RYAN" I pulled away from Kat nd we both looked at th person who called my name. "WELL ANSWER ME" "um ...." "Ryan who is tht?!" "thts um.." "I think the one who should be asking questions here is me" "well who are you?" Kat asked "oh Ryan didn't tell I'm --" "umm... I'll tell her" I cut her off "well somebody tell me" "go ahead Ryan tell her" she said "okay relax she's my --" ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ well I hope u like this chappie tehe ^____^ nd yeah I'm not suppose to add ppl without askin Jess but I had to
Posted on 10/14/2007 1:52 AM Comments (7)
October 12, 2007Wipe Away Those Tears Of Blood Again .....Hola kiddies I have to warn u now tht this story will no longer be in color th reason is tht it's hard to keep track of th colors since I have so many ppl in this story so yea!! I hope u still like it I hope to update my other ones soon okay love uz thnks!! fr readng it means alot to me =) (chappie 16) ..... Kathy's pov ..... Me and Gee went to my bunk even if I didn't want to go to sleep but I was tired nd he do have a show in th tomorrow nd had to sigh stuff fr fans in th morning before we proform so tomorrow was goin to be a very very busy day fr us nd thts good except I won't be able to spend time with Gee at all till th nite maybe if we actually have a chance to. "Gee you know I'm not going to see you tomorrow" "what?" he asked nd kissed my neck I giggled "cuz we have so much stuff to do tomorrow nd wht if we can't see each other in th nite" "baby don't worry I promise we will see it each other" Gerard said nd kissed me nd we went to sleep. ~! The Morning !~ I woke up to the smell of french toast, I walked out to the kitchen sectio of the bus to see who was up to my surprize no one was up but Gerard nd Kesem, Gerard was cooking nd Kesem was writing in her Journal like always I winder what she has in there. "Morning Hun" I said and quickly pecked Gee on the lips "Morning dear" he smiled nd hugged "awwe so cute" Kesem teased "shut it" I said nd hit her wit a pillow "is breakfest ready?!?!" Kesem asked while throwing th pillow at me "almost" "okay" "GOOD MORNING" Tara nd Jessica yelled "Morning sunshine" I said with a smile nd hugged them "I see u put Gerard to work" Jess laughed "no I woke up to th smell of it duh" "me 2" Jess nd Tara said "well whos still sleeping?" "um ... Angel nd Sarah I think" Tara said "oh okay koolness" "yea well I'm hungry Gerard hurry up" Jess said "hold ur horse" "blah" Jess nd Tara said "Kesem wht are u doing?" I asked "writing in my journal nd ignoreing u" "fine be tht way" "fine I will" "stop acting like kids breakfest is ready" Gerard said nd put plates in front of each of us. "thnks!! Gerard" we all said nd smiled After breakfest everybody left to go to th park with Fall Out Boy nd Panic At The Disco, Me nd Gerard were left in our bus alone which was a good thing since we might not see each other later "tht was a good breakfest" I said nd sat on th sofa nd turned on th tv "thnks!" he smiled nd sat next to me "I'm so cold" "I'll warm you up" he smiled "awe thnks!" "oh no need trust me" he smirked nd wraped his arms around me. I started to watch tv but tht didn't last very long cuz Gerard started to kiss my neck, I couldn't help but turn around nd kiss him, soon after tht it lead to more then jus a little kissing it was more like a makeout session which almost lead into something more if Frank did not walk in. "OMG!" Frank yelled "umm ...." Gerard said while he got off me "since when?" Frank asked shocked "since um last month" I said "when were u planin on tellin someone?" "when I was good nd ready" "how nice" "Hey Brden nd Kesem knows" Gerard said "oh how nice you tell them but not ur best friend" "well I didn't want no one to know nd I told them not Gerard" I said "whatever I don't care" Frank said nd stromed out of th bus I looked at Gerard with tears in my eyes I could not believe Frank got like tht it's not like he was in love with me or something all he did was like me. "Baby don't cry!" Gerard said while hugging me "I can't help it I feel bad" "y u didn't do nothin" "I know but I jus do". Frank's pov ..... I can't believe this how can they jus go out like tht it's not fair not fair at all you know wht thts it I'm going to tell everybody tht there dating let's see how they like tht. "hey Mikey do u know a way were I can get news so everybody in there world would know?" I asked "yeah y?" "cuz I need to tell th world something important" "okay jus go to th studio nd tell ppl" "thnks!!" I said nd ran to th studio "hey Max can I was tht fr a sec" "sure go ahead Frankie" Max said "Hey ppl I some important news bout Kathy from The Murder Sence nd my buddy Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance, we heres the news there dating thts right there dating nd heres th thing it's been going on fr a month now" ..... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Hey!!! guys I hope u like it I know it's not the other u guys have been wating for but I do have 2 so I hope u enjoy it
Posted on 10/12/2007 5:06 PM Comments (11)
October 11, 2007This is how unfair life is plz!! read!!! nd help me plz!!!!Today was a normal day I was having fun with my Best friend Angel she's so nice she lets me rest on her shoulder she helps me with work tht I don't understand, anyways let me get to th point see my mom is kinda mean at times but at times shes also nice well this time shes mean, see I have a FOB concert tht I might go to in 8 days see th reason I say might is cuz my teacher, her name is Mrs. Jaffee, is really mean she yelled at me today for hugging my friend and resting my head on her shoulder, see my friend does not mind but my dumb teacher does, she is also failing me for no reason which is not fair she says I don't turn in my work which I do nd she loses work as well she also said tht I was not smart enough to get a answer right well she did not say it like tht but she might it cuz we have P.O.T.Ds which means Problem Of The Day and I got it right and she said yeah right so wht do u think tht means? .... I'm a smart girl and I know I do my work but I'm very scared on wht might happen plz!! help me should I tell my mom nd not go see FOB or tlk to my teacher nd asks her wht happen or something else plz!! I could rly use your help ..... I would also like to thnk my friend Angel nd Francis nd Jackie(eric1234) nd Erin(falloutboyislove24) nd my love Stephanie (hellaraloser) nd my dear friend who idk her name (vengeanceluver) for comforting me in my time of need there awsome nd I love them to death but plz!! I rly rly rly need help on wht to do plz!!! help me
Posted on 10/11/2007 6:21 AM Comments (84)
October 1, 2007My Top Bands =)
Here are the easy rules. 10. Panic At The Disco (PATD or Panic) =) - haha Bden looks High as hell . 9.AFI (A Fire Inside) =) - OMG!!! Jade is the shit man xD
8.Paramore =) - WOO!!! Hayley is the best
7. Cute Is What We Aim For (CIWWAF) =) - I love them they rawk
6. Taking Back Sunday (TBS) =) -Adam rocks nd thts tht
5. Madina Lake =) - my aunt got me like them
4. The Academy Is (TAI) =) - WOO!! William
3. Avenged Sevenfold (A7X) =) - Zacky is very smexy
2. Aiden =) - haha Aiden rules =)
1. MY Chemical Romance (MCR) - well duh there # 1 they rock
Posted on 10/01/2007 9:44 PM Comments (10)
September 30, 2007With Out You Is how I DissapearHey kiddies as u can see I'm writin haha enjoy =) ~ Ryan's POV ~
a while now." I said and looked over to her. She smiled and quickly kissed me on the lips as her mom walked in.
" Kat?" The call was closer this time. I heard someone enter the room but again, as the idiot I am, I ignored it as Kathy did. " Kat what the hell are you doing?" this caught my attention and I pulled away. I stood up on my knees and saw a man who resembled Kat a bit. I'm guessing it's her father.
"so this is the Ryan boy your mother tells me you love?!?!" he asked with a stare tht gave me a chill. "yes it is nd he's a sweetheart daddy" she smiled "ohh well it's time for dinner" he said nd walked out the room "babe I think ur dad hates me" I said as I wlked over to her "no he doesn't he jus hates th fact tht u were on top of me like tht" she laughed "yea!! maybe well lets go it's time for dinner" "okay" she said and ran to the kitchen "there you are sweetie, so ur father tells me he found you nd Ryan kissing" Kat's mom said as I walked into the kitchen "yea!! so I love Ryry so it shouldn't matter" she snapped "don't snap at your mother like tht" Kat's Father said "u know what?!?! jus leave me alone" she said and sat down Dinner was quiet no one barely talked and I do kinda feel like it's my fault for not listening when I heard him coming towards Kat's room, I kind have the feeling this is going to be the last day I'm going to see her. "Kat we need to tlk" Kat's dad said "about what?!?!" "I'm taking you away from this boy" Kat's dad said while glareing at me "WHAT?!?!" she yelled "you heard me I'm not having my only daugther pregnant from some random guy" "WHAT HE'S NOT SOME RANDOM GUY HE'S MY BOYFRIEND AND WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 YEARS NOW'' "I DON' CARE YOUR COMING WITH ME NOW" her father yelled "excuse me sir but plz!!! don't take her away I love her" I said with tears in my eyes "look Ryan or whatever your name is, I'm sry!! but thts final she is coming with me" he said and graded Kathy by the arm and pulled her to the door "DADDY NO" she said and fell to the floor. I ran over to her and hugged her, I knew this visit was not going to be good, I saw her crying nd tht me start to cry even more then I already was. "I'm sry!! princess it's whats best" "FOR WHO?!?!" "FR U NOW LETS GO" he said and pushed me away from her and pulled by the arm "LET HER GO" I yelled at him while I tried to get up "DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY DAUGTHER" "CAN'T U SEE SHE WANT TO STAY HERE YOU CAN'T JUS TAKE HER AWAY LIKE THT'' I yelled "look young man I suggest you shut up and leave me be she is my daugther not urs" he said and kept pulling Kathy till they we both outside "NO PLZ!" Kat yelled and got free nd run to me "babe plz don't let him take me you promised me you would never let me go" "I'm trying baby I really am" "thnks!!! Ryry I love you" she said and kissed me This went on for almost an hour in the end Kathy's dad ended up taking her away from me, I'm the wrost boyfriend ever I promised to be with her always nd now she's gone nd it's all cuz of me. ~ Kathy's pov~ I can't believe my father did this to me he kows how much I love Ryan he's my all the reason I wake up every morning. "princess I'm sry!!" he said and looked at me "SRY!!!! IS THT ALL U CAN SAY IS SRY!!!!" I yelled "princess it's whats best fr u" "U DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS BEST FR ME U'VE NEVER BEEN THERE FR ME" ''YES I HAVE ND I KNOW FR A FACT THT RYAN IS NOTHIN BUT TROUBLE" "NO HE'S NOT HE LOVES ME FR ME HE GAVE ME A PROMISE RING HE LOVES ME CAN'T U SEE I WAS HAPPY" "I'm sry!!!" "I HATE YOU" After all the yelling I did the drive to my dad's house was quiet untill I got a text from my love Ryry. ~texting~ "Babe I miss you I need you" "I miss u to Ryry my dad is yelling at me" "OMFG!! I HATE HIM" "I do 2 he took me away from my life source" "awwwe babe ='(" "my life sucks now" "mines does 2 ugh this is not fair u do have to finish school" "Ik but he might put me in school by were he lives" "OMG NO" "Ik I can't do this Ryry I jus can't" "me eirther jus hand in there I'll find a way ok" "okay I trust u" "okay bye love I'll tlk to u later" "okay goodbye my sweet" We finally made it to my dad's house and I ran straight to my room I didn't even want to see my fathers face he's the wrost how can he jus take me away like ugh!. "princess can I come in" "NO GO AWAY" "plz!!" "I SAID NO" "princess plz don't be mad u have to understand y I did it" "GO AWAY I HATE YOU" "tht hurts" "I DON'T CARE YOU BROKE MY HEART IN TWO WHEN YOU TOOK ME AWAY FROM RYAN NOW GO AWAY" He finally left me alone, I turnedon back and looked up at my wall wich was black nd all I could think bout was how much I need Ryry nd how the hell I was going to get out of here when my thoughts were stoped by my cell which went of. "Hello whos this?...
Posted on 09/30/2007 9:40 PM Comments (15)
September 27, 2007Can I Rest Plz?!?!?!Hi kiddies this is not a fic jus a poem I hope u like....
I'm tired of all the yelling and scareming you do, can't you see I'm just a little girl who needs rest and peace in this dark and scarey world, all I ask for is to stop it there was no need for the words and beatings. I know you see all the blood I lost from all the cuts you gave me, but you seem not to care, you call my name everynite to say "I love you" but you and I both know that all you want is to hurt me and finally kill me, I guess you can say I finally got the rest that I wanted and needed, but was it wroth killing me over, I guess so, to think all I wanted was a nite of rest.
Posted on 09/27/2007 7:37 PM Comments (12)
September 23, 2007With Out You Is How I Disapear .....Hi kiddies lol Jess wrote this but I HELPED lol I was jus cought up with stuff from skool so she wrote it lol I'll be writing the next one k luvs u guys =] ~ Kathy's POV ~
Posted on 09/23/2007 2:52 PM Comments (3)
September 19, 2007Wipe away those tears of blood.....Hey kiddies sry I have not posted like everyday blame Jessica she made me cry wen she said Mikey was smexier then Gerard which is not true now my heart hurts so thnks!! alot Jessica >:P (chappie 15) Gerard's pov .... Me and Kat were jus looking at the door wondering why Brendon was acting like tht he's usally never like tht he's always happy but he seemed a lilttle jealous, I also didn't like the fact tht he called my hunny bunny "Cookielips" I find tht odd and I don't like it one bit. "um ... Kat y did Brendon call you cookielips?!?!" "ohh thts a nickname he has fr me" "ohhhh what do u call him?!??!" I asked and kissed her neck "ohhhh I call him Bdenbear" she said and giggled "thts a cute name can I have a nickname?" I said with a smile "sure how bout Geecookie" she said "awsome let me think hmm how bout fr u I call u hunny bunny" I said "awwe I like tht name! well we better get going the show is bout to start soon" she said and ran outside "wait up " I said catching up with her "Gerard I'll meet you laters I have to get ready" she said and gave me a hug "okay bye" I said and ran to my bus I only had bout an hour to get ready cuz sadly we were frist then went on fall out boy and then the used and then taking back sunday and then the muder sence which is Kathy's band and then panic at the disco and then we leave. Anywho Frank was texting Meghan again and Mikey was on the phone with Erin and Bob and Ray was playing gituar hero cuz they have nothin better to do with there time they play, well I went to the bathroom and put on a pair of skinies and a black tight shirt and some black eyeliner and straighten my hair and I was good to go. "you guys are so lazy y don't you get ready?" I said "I am ready I'm going like this to preform" Ray snapped "same here dude" Frank said "well I've been ready so yea" Bob said "what are we talking bout?!?!" Mikey asked confused "dude your tht much in love with my sister?" Bob snaped "no I jus was not listening to Gee is all" Mikey snapped back "Mikey so are you ready?!?!" I asked trying to shut them up "yes I'm ready god we only have like 45 mins left to show" Mikey said "no duh wel I'm going inside to get setup I suggest u do th same" I said and walked out the bus. I walked on to the stage and saw Kathy and her band getting ready and so was The Used and Fall Out Boy as well I walked past them all and went towards the back of the stage. I went to Panic!'s room to see how everything was going 'cause, well, I had nothing else to do. I walked in and the room was quiet. Nobody was in there except for Tara and Brendon who were....making out?! When did they got togerther? I don't recall that. Then I heard footsteps behind me so I turned around. I saw Ryan and Jessica walking towards me. She ran up and hugged me. It's been a few hours since we've seen each other. She's a hugging type of person lol. She hugs all of her friends and all. She pulled away and looked up to me. " What cha doing?" she asked while walking backwards to where she was standing beside Ryan again. " Uhh nothing really. Just seeing how everyone's doing." I said as my cell phone vibrated in my pocket. I got it and saw I had a text message from Kat. I kinda acted like it was no big deal, so that Ryan and Jessica wouldn't get any ideas, but Jessica caught a glmpse of it. " Why is Kathy texting u?" she asked with a slgihtly confused look on her face. She about the same expression on her face as Ryan did. " What? Can friends not text each other?" I asked and walked away before they said anything else. Whoa. That was close. ~! Texting !~ "Hey Gee what are you doing" "nothin I jus saw Brendon and Tara making out nd Ryan and Jessica was wlking by I guess" "oh wow Bden and Tara making out wow since wen are they a item of some kind?!?" "I guess since now lol" "yea I guess so too UHHH I miss u" "I miss u to but I can see u from rite here" "I know tht but I mean well u kno" "yea!!! it kinda sucks but I hope in the end it's worth it all" "me 2 ohh here come the guys" "it was bout time" "well I'm gonna let u go baby okay?" "okay bye love" I was already set up so I jus watch th guys get setup cuz they didn't listen to me the frist time I told them to get there lazy asses ready fr tonite's show espically if were opening fr th other bands which is not kool but we'll deal I hope. ~! First preformance !~ [mcr] We were first to go on nd th crowd was wild they were calling our names nd it was so much fun to see all those faces nd smiles brings a smile to my face, The first song we played was Helena my all time favorite abd next we played I don't love you my second fave nd Cancer which almost made me cry alittle then some songs from bullets and from revenge and the black parard nd it wwas time fr us to get out.... "Tht was awsome Gerard" Pete said as he ran toward the on deck part of the stage "thnks!!! Pete so I see ur on next?" I asked seeing the rest of the guys runing to were Pete was "you got tht rite then I think it's The Used there in there dressing room gettting ready" Pete said "ohh okay" "yea well g2g Gerard tlk to u later when were done" "okay god luck" "thnks!!!" ~! Second preformance !~ [fob] Fall Out Boy went out and played there best and the fans went wild who wouldn't there band is awsome nd they rock, the first song they played Thnks Fr Th Mmmrs nd Dance Dance nd The Take Over, The Breaks Over nd No Body Puts Baby In The Corner nd many more but it was there time to get off the stage... "tht was asome guys" I said to Pete nd th rest of th guys "thnks!! Gerard" Pete said nd sat on th sofa "ohh no problem" I said nd saw Bert nd the rest of the guys run to on deck part of the stage "Good luck" Pete said "thnks" Bert said nd ran on stage ~! Third preformance !~ [The Used] One of my fave bands going on stage nd playing there best fr the fans which they did they brang so many smiles to the fan and lots of screaming I mean LOTs screaming, one of the songs they played was The Bird And The Worm and Pretty Handsom Awkward and All I got and The Taste Of Ink was the last song the played before they got of stage "I loved the preformance Bert" I said "thnks!! Gerard I heard ur from our dressing room I'm kinda sad I missed it" Bert said crashing next to Pete "ohh it's okay" I said "Where's Kathy nd her band?!?" Pete asked "I don't know they should be here by now" I said kinda worried "oh there on stage already" Bert ponited out "oh wow" I said ~! Frouth preformance !~ Kathy is kinda new to all this so I was kinda nervous for her I know all her songs nd I was kinda thinking bout going out there nd helping her but she didn't ask me fr any help, the first song they played was choices one of my faves by Kathy nd her band.... "Hey everybody I would like to call a speical friend to help me sing this last song" Kathy said to the fans "WHO?!?!" The fans yelled "Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance" she said "YAY!!!'' The fans yelled bck. I walked out and gave her a hug and a kissed on the check and we started to sing my fave song Broken Hearts And Empty Spaces, we sang and dance till it was time fr panic to come on stage. ~! Fith preformance !~ [panic] It was Panic's time to shine nd oh boy they did, they first sang Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have With Out Taking Her Clothes Off and then they sang But It's Better If You Do It and lots more it was an awsome proformance I loved it so much. "Tht was awsome Bdenbear" Kathy said and gave him a hug nd a kiss on th check "Thnks!! urs was even more awsome" He said with a smile "Thnks!! oh now it's Taking Back Sundays Turn" she said wen she saw then going on stage ~! Last preformance !~ The last show was the best one yet expect fr Kathy's the songs were awsome they sang Liar and Make Damn Sure and so many more the fans went wild and so did we it was the best first stop ever I can't wait till more. We all walked back to our buses lucky me I got to stay with Kathy to nite cuz Meghan was with Frank and Erin was With Mikey so I got a chance to be with Kathy even if her friends are still her with us tht doesn't matter. "This show was awsome" Kathy said and rested her head oh Josh. hmm idk bout him "Yea I love it fr my first time" Josh said "it gets more fun" I said "yea!!!" Kathy said with a huge smile "well I'm going to sleep nite" Josh said and gave Kathy a kiss on the check and walked away "so u like the show?!?" I asked and sat next to Kathy "ohh I loved it" she said and kissed me "me 2 thnks!! fr asking me to sing with u" "ohh no need I wanted to" she smiled "ur smile is so cute" "thnks!" she giggled "wanna go to bed?!?!" "um......" she said ................
Posted on 09/19/2007 4:59 PM Comments (6)
September 14, 2007With Out You Is How I Disapear.....
Tehe kiddies Jess wrote this part and I helped wit my awsome ideas I hope u like it I luv it tehe =] ILY Jess ur the bestes and ur awsomely awsome xox
~Mikey's POV~ Well Brendon and Ruby have joined us and we're just walking around now. I'd be having more fun if I didn't feel bad for biting Jess. She keeps scratching at the injury I left in her neck and it's driving me crazy! I would tell her but the girl is already an emotional wreck. Her parents want us to break up and as she said probably wants to move now, plus she's afraid to go home and face them. Oh and on the way over she actually told me she loved me. I actually think she meant it too. I haven't told anyone about it yet. I would tell her I love her too, trust me I do, I just can't get the guts up to say it. Plus when we were walking over here she told me more about herself than ever before. I feel like I've known her my whole life but in reality it's only been a month. She even told me that she hopes that we can have a trusting relationship. That made me feel like a total jackass. I even told her I would tell her everything. I was lying then too! SHe doesn't even know what I am, what I've done to her, and why I'm hiding it from her. I hate myself! Anyways right now I have my arm around Jess's waist and she's smiling a lot but I can see through it. She's wanting to cry but she knows it will upset everyone so she's hiding it. I wish she would enjoy herself though. Rubyand Brendon are poking each other like little kids, Tara and Gee arewhispering to each other and giggling, and Ryan and Kathy are talking amongst themselves. We walked past Old Navy and I spotted a person I really wasn't in the mood to see. She saw us and ran out of the store. I swear her lifes destiny is to drive us crazy. " What's up emos. I see you're back." Shelby said while walking in front of us. We kept walking and she walked backwards still talking to us. If only the bitch would fall [haha tht line made me laugh]. " What do you want?" I asked in a harsh tone. " Oh I see you two are together." she laughed while looking at me and Jessica. " Yea, why do you care?" Jessica snapped. I could tell she wasn't in the mood for Shelby's crude comments at the moment either. " Oh and are you two engaged now?" Shelby said as she turned her attention to Ryan and Kathy. As you can see the girl doesn't stay on one topic. Kat rolled her eyes and said," Not exactly." Then Shelby snatched the ring off of Kat's finger and pur it on her own. She examined it for a bit. Kat did not look too happy about that. " So when's the wedding?" she asked while throwing the ring back to Kathy. Luckily she caught it before it hit the ground. Kat sneered at Shelby and put the ring back onto her finger." Ooooo not nice." Then she looked at Jess and Kathy's necks and laughed," What the hell is that? Did you get bit by a vampire or something?" Oh shit! Brendon and Gee looked over to Ry and I with anger plastered all over their faces. " Can you girls excuse us for a sec?" Gee asked while walking over to me. He grabbed my ear and gragged me away from everyone. He acts just like mom sometimes. We arrived to an empty area ad were instantly joined by Brendon and Ryan. " What the hell did you two do?!" Brendon yelled. " Uh...well..we..kinda sorta bit the girls." I said. " Bro, why?" Gerard asked me. " I couldn't help it ok. We were alone, I was hungry,and she was right there. Don't you think I hat myself enough for this?" " But you guys know that since they survived the bite they're gonna become vampires too." Brendon said. " We are aware of that." Ryan said quietly. Sometimes they treat us like little kids and they're the parents. It's kinda funny. Especially the fact that Brendon's scolding Ryan and Ryan's older. " So...when we're you planning on telling them? When they get the urge to drink blood? When they wake up one morning with fangs? They're gonna find out eventually! If you don't tell them there will be a bigger and worse outcome of it." Gee explained as if we were clueless to all the facts. " Yes, yes. We know. I don't know when I'm gonna tell Jess though." I said while trailing off at the end. " OK, Ruby has known that I'm a vampire since we started going ot a year ago." Brendon explained," she kept it to herslef and didn't see anything of it. RYan, you and Kat have been together for two years now and are practically engaged. Why the hell did you not tell her?" " I was scared she would leave me if I did." he mumbled. " Oh so on your wedding day that's when you were gonna tell her?" Brendon said. " Uhhh...yea sure...let's go with that." he smirked. " You're not gonna tell them are you?" Gee said. We shook our heads no. " Ok if you're not. I will." Brendon said and walked away. Is he serious? He started walking towards the girl and Ryan and I chased after him begging him not to. I will tell her...eventually. He got up to the girls and they were sitting down on benches waiting for us. Apparently Shelby left. " Hey Jess, Kat. Can I talkto you two in private?" " Yea...sure." they said and got up. They followed him to the empty area we were just at. Ryan and I pushed Gee out of the way and ran after them. We got there right when he told them. They didn't believe them at first. " Oh c'mon Brendon. Your hilarious." Jessica laughed as Kat joined in. Brendon didn't laugh and just stood there with an expression I couldn't read. " Do you need proof?" he asked. " Please." Kat said. Then Brendon came over and grabbed Ryan and I by the sleeves of my hoody and Ryan's shirt. He took us outside and Jessica and Kathy followed. He took us to where the sun was shining bright. We both hissed and hid ourselves from it. AH! I can't help it. The things so bright! It hurts my eyes. " OK that might be unusual but is doesn't prove anything." Jessica said while rolling her eyes at Brendon. He sighed and started to think. He better not be thinking about anything else to torchre us with. The sun's bad enough. Then he grabbed my shoulder and showed my teeth. Shit! I forgot whenever I do that my fangs show. Jess looked at me. Her eyes were wide and she looked conused, mad, and sad all at the same time. Then she rubbed her hand across her neck. She huffed and stomped away. I pushed Brendon out of the way and ran after her. ~Kathy's POV~ What the hell is going on? Ok I'm guessing Mikey's a vampire but that doesn't prove that my Ryan is one too. Mikey pushed Brendon away fom him and ran after Jess. I just stood there on shock. And I thought vampires were fictional charecters. Then Ry looked at me with sad eyes as he showed me that he too had fangs. I was stunned. My Ryan...bit me! He never told me about it. Didn't even care to metion it. I ran off, as Jessica did, but I aimed for the park. I knew Ryan would find me there but he'd have to catch up with me. I need some time to myself. To take all of this in. I got there about fifteen minutes later and of course it started to rain. I didn't care though. It just hid the fact that I was crying. I ran under the big tree I usually do and sat down by the trunk. I wiped my face off with the sleeves of the hoody I was wearing and noticed it was Ryan's. AH! I'm not gonna be able to get him out of my mind. Then I looked down to my hand and looked at the ring. I was tempted to throw it across the field but something kept me from doing it. I just sat there for a while. I eventually pulled my legs up to my chest and rested my head on my knees. I scratched at my neck and felt the holes. They were from Ryan. He fucking bit me! Why?! I don't understand why he did it. I feel so alone and confused right now. Then I felt the presence of someone else. I looked up and saw Ryan standing in front of me sopping wet. His hair was all in face and dripping. He sat down beside me but I looked away. I can't even stand to look at him. He sighed and tapped my shoulder. I wouldn't look his way. " Kat, please don't do this to me." he said. " Do what? I'm not doing anything to you. You're the one that did something to me." I sneered and looked over to him. He smiled at me and I hate to fight myself not to smile back. He's so cute and i love the boy but then again I can't stand him right now. " I am really sorry Kat. I feel awful. Just let me explain." he said with a bit of a pout. " Fine," I sighed," But it better be good." So for the next hour we sat under the tree and Ryan explained everything. He started with how he became a vampire and stopped at what happened today. He finally finished and the rain had died down a bit. It wasn't pouring, as it was earlier, but it was still coming down pretty good. Thank goodness the tree was blocking the rain from hitting us. I looked up to the gray sky and then back to Ryan. I looked into his eyes and felt myself become weak. I can't stay mad at him. I love the boy way too much. " So do you forgive me?" he asked with his beautiful eyes gleaming. " Yes." I said and hugged him tightly. I'm still not up for being a vampire but I'll get used to it. As long as Ryan is there for me the whole way through I'll be fine. It's kinda strange thinking that I'm one. Yesterday I just thought of them as fictional people in fictional stories and blah, blah, blah. But now I found out that my boyfriend and almost all of his best friends and now me and one of my best friends are vampires. Freaky huh? ~Jessica's POV~ I see Kathy is taking it well. I think she and Ryan have been together for 2 yrs and he didn't tell her. not nice. I think she's pissed and not showing it. well me on the other hand, Im showing how pissed I am at Mikey fr not telling me what he did! UHHHH!! how could he keep this from me?! I wonder when he was planing on tell me. when I had fangs? or wen I was hungry fr blood? or wen I started hating the sun even more then I already do. shit! how am I going to tell my mom and dad? they already hate Mikey now they are going to hate him even more and want to move away even faster now! WTF? stupid parents. don't understand the fact tht I love Mikey. " Why won't you talk to me?" he asked. " Why do you think I won't talk to you?" I snapped in a cold tone. He could sense that I was angry with him...I could tell. He sighed and looked at his feet. " Jess, please let me tell you the whole stroy." I looked at him and all I felt was anger. Nothing of what I felt this morning. " Fine. Tell me. This is your only chance!" I said "well I was hungry and I didn't mean to. u have to believe me Jess! I love you so much I didn't mean it. I swear I was going to tell you. but you were already mad and I didn't want to make u more mad I'm sry" he said and almosted cried. Aw he loves me. I just can't do this rite now "Mikey look I'm just so mad tht I didn't know bout this sooner. it's hard to forgive you and I don't think I can at the moment. it's really hard fr me and this is making it even harder! I love you Mikey believe me I do" I said with a sigh. "I believe u but u have to understand were I'm coming from it's really hard fr me and I kno it is fr u" he said and gave me a hug but this time I didn't push away. I enjoyed it while it lasted. "Mikey!!!! I'm sry!!!" I said " " I'm being an ass." " no ur not" I pulled away and looked at him. The usual bright,fun,happy, guy I know as Mikey has diminished and has been replaced by a hurt and sensitive guy and I dont know what to do. Im so confused and lost and sad and mad and so many more emotions. AH! Im going crazy. I took Mikey's hand and sighed. " We've only been together a day...not even that, but I think we should take a break." His eyes filled with sorrow and it made a sharp pain go through my chest. " A break from what?" he asked hoping the answer would not be what I was fixing to say. " Us." I forced myself to say. " But why?" he asked with sorrow and puzzlement in his voice. " Mikey, please don'tquestion me." I said and walked away from him. I feel awful. Ugh....I hate my life. I looked behind me and saw Mikey sigh and walk away as well. He went in the direction of his house. I looked forward and decided to go home. Time to face hell with my parents About twenty minutes later I walked into my house and saw my parents there jus waiting to yell at me. don't they have something better to do? I guess not. So I didn't bother to look at them. I went to my room and layed on my bed and looked up at the celling. I couldn't get th thought out of my mind bout me and Mikey breaking up. I took of th neckless and put on the dresser. I sighed as I did. Just this morning we were making out on my bed. Now I don't even know if we'll talk to each other again... I guess my parents will be happy.
Posted on 09/14/2007 10:18 PM Comments (5)
September 13, 2007Wipe away thos tears of blood again....okay this is my last chappie even if I didn't finish the fic it's jus UHHHH!!!!!! I'd say sry!!! ppls my mind is out of it lol =[ =[ =[ =[ ohh btw this is chappie 14 ....... Ryan's pov .... This was our frist stop of the tour thnk god, I'm glad too I wanted to get off this bus and to tlk to Jessica she seems so nice and a person I would have a great time tlking to plus if she's Kat's friend then she must be awsome cuz Kat is a pretty awsome girl who loves to have fun I'm glad to be going on this tour with her and her band. "are we there yet?" Brendon whined "yes we are you must be happy bout seeing ur girlfriend Tara" I laughed "shut up Ryry I don't even know her tht well" he said and threw a pillow at me "whatever you say Bden" "would you two stop it" Jon yelled "okay" I said and got of the bus "Hey Ryry" Kat said and ran over to me and gave me a hug "hey Kathy" I gave her a hug bck "where's Bden?!?!" "in the bus where's Jessica?" "ohh she's over there" she said and ran into the bus I walked over to greet Jessica, she looked so pretty with her hair in her face and he arm warmers which are very cute I like them alot. "Hey Jessica" I said with a shy smile "hey Ryan" she smilled " So hows ur trip been so far?" I asked while looking down at my sneakers. "kinda boring. There's nothing to do except watch TV and there's nothing on. Kat nd I were watching The Whitest Kids You Know [lol] but it was a rerun we've seen a million times." she said while fiddling with her arm warmers. She seemed kinda nervous. I smiled to myself at how cute she was. She looked up at me with a confused look " What are you smiling at?" she asked as a smile crept across her face " Uh nothing." I said while feeling embarrased tht she caught me staring and smiling at her. " Just you." I thought aloud. " me? why me?" oops...I kinda let tht slip out " uhh well I think your cute nd u seem like you'd be fun to hang out with." I said " really? I dont find myself tht interesting." " well I'd like to get to kno u better and I'm pretty sure th others would too. u wanna join us on our bus for th rest of th drive?" I was really hoping tht she would say yes. she barely even pondered the thought before saying "yes! but first let me go tell Kat and the others. I dont wanna leave them." she said and ran over to Tara who was tlking to Josh. I waited for her and watched her every move Brendon's pov..... I heard someone come into the bus but I was to lazy to see who it was so I didn't bother to move or even look at th person who jus jumped on top of me. "Bdenbear wake up" Kathy said. I knew it was her cuz no one calls me tht "Kathy what are you doing?" "I need to tlk to u" "okay but one thing frist" I said "yea ...." "can u get off me so I can sit up" I laughed "ohh I'm sry!!!!" she laughed and got of me "thnks!!! so whats Cookielips?" "I like tht name u choose fr me well anyway I have a secert to tell you it's bout me and Gerard" she laughed and giggled as well "OMG!!!! I jus know what your going to say OMG!!!!" I said shocked "what am I going to say since you think u know me so well" she looked at me with her little smile "tht ur dateing Gerard and how no one knows and I think tht u did a oh no with Gerard as well" "damn" she crossed her arms "see I know you so well" I laughed and kissed her check "ur so mean Bdenbear I don't love you anymore" she pouted "aww Cookielips but I love you ur my bestie" I said and hugged her "BLAH" she yelled and pushed me away "plz!!! forgive me" "okay I forgive you" Me and Kathy were jus sitting playing around we looked like little kids which is always fun but we did have to stop cuz Gerard waslked in the bus man this sucks. "Hey babe" Kathy said and hugged him "hey" he hugged her bck "ohhh if ur wondering I know so it's kool I won't tell" I said "ohhhhh fr sec there I thought she forgot" he smiled and kissed her. lucky guy. "no I did not lose it I jus had to tell Brendon cuz he's my bestie" she said with a smile so big it made me smile "ohh okay did Jess tell ya she was staying with u guys Brendon" he said "um ... no I know y she staying cuz Ryan" I smiled "ohh yea!!!" Kathy said "duh" she said and warped his arms her "yup yup hey Gerard did u see Tara outside by any chance?" I asked "yupp I think she was playin around with Josh" "okay well I'm going to go tlk to her I'll leave you guys alone oh and Cookielips no oh no's okay?!?!" I said and walked out th bus
Thnks!! Jess fr helping me ILY and fr careing bout me sleeping tehe ur the best tehe ur my bestie lol =]
Posted on 09/13/2007 5:42 PM Comments (8)
September 11, 2007With Out You Is How I Disapear......Hola kiddies lol I did another double post tehe well before you read this one u might wanna go bck cuz this is chappie 8 and u have to read chappie 7 if u wanna understand this one so yea...... xoxoxoxox Kathy's pov.... I really didn't know why Ryan pulled me to the side but I figured it was important since he pulled me away like tht which is kinda odd fr me but okay. "Kat I wanna give you something" Ryan said as he got something out of his pocket. He was digging in his pocket and looked kinda worried " Shit!" he mumbled and looked up to me and shyly smiled. I saw him clutch something and he sighed in relief. He pulled out a tiny box and handed it to me. I opened it up and a small ring was inside. "Ryry are you proposeing" I asked and looked up to him in shock "no not exactly It's a promise ring. I was wondering if you know when we get older if you could still be mine and we could maybe...get married." I smiled at his shyness. I was speechless. He's such a sweetheart. How can I say no? " Of course I will Ryry." I said and jumped into his arms. "thnks!!" he said and kissed me "ohh no need fr thnks!! if anything I have you to thnk" I said and smiled "no problem I jus really want to be with you" he said and took my hand and walked towards the guys and girls. "same here" I said and walked along with him "well what happen?!?" Jess asked "ohh nothing" I said and tried not to smile "sure nothin happen then why do I see a ring huh?" Jess asked with her many questions [she really does ask alot of questions] "fine if you must know Ryry gave me a kinda like a promise ring so wen we get older we can married and be together forever" I said and smiled "awwe how cute" Jess said and smiled at me "I know Ryry is such a sweetheart" I said and kissed him "awwe how cute and lovely" Gerard said and smiled "yea!! very who knew Ryry found his one and only" Mikey said "well I did and thts not going to change unless Kathy breaks it off" Ryry said "ohh I would never" I said and smiled "um.. I don't know you but tht sounds awsome and sweet as well" Tara said "ohh thnks!! Tara me and Ryry been together fr 2 yrs now and I'd say those were the best 2 yrs ever" I smiled "awwwe" everyone said includeing Ryry "well I'm going to go now" I said "aww y?" Gerard asked "well cuz me and Ryry been here all day" "ohhh really?" Gerard asked "yea!!! but if Ryry wants to stay I'll stay" I said and looked at Ryry "I wanna a little while if thts okay baby" he said "yea!! thts fine" I said Ryan's pov.... I was going to tell Kathy what I've done but I gave her tht ring and t would have gotten her mad or something and she might have said no is she knew so it mad it kinda hard to tell her but I'm glad she said yes cuz now we can be together for ever just like I wanted from the frist day I met her and layed my eyes her tht beautiful smile of hers. "so what are we going to do guys?" "well I was thinking on grading a bite to eat" Mikey said "sure y not" Gerard and Tara said "I'm not tht hungry but I guess I'll come" Jess said "same here" Kathy said "alright let's go" I said and started to walk there were so many food shops in th mall to choose from tht at times it takes me forever to choose but I think I'll go fr pizza this time, I saw tht Kathy was like walking really fast or I was jus walking to slow, I ran up to her and wraped my arms around so she couldn't get away from me. "Ryry" she smiled "yes!!" I smiled "nothing you were walking kinda slow back there" she said "ohh I know I was jus thinking" "oh okay well as you can see I can't walk" she giggled "oppps I jus don't wanna let u go" "you don't have to but u can kinda losen up a bit" she said sweetly "okay I'll do tht" "thnks!! now come on before they leave us behide" she said "okay hunny rite away". Jessica's pov..... I could see Ryry and Kathy playing around and hugging and kissing and hold on to each other awwe how cute they look so happy together and I'm surprize to see them together fr 2 yrs wow they have something really speical and thts awsome I'd like tht with Mikey if I can stay here. "awwe there so cute together" I said to Mikey "yea!!!! don't tell no one but believe it or not Kathy is Ryry frist girlfriend" Mikey said to me "omg!!! really?!?!" "yea!!!! he didn't have no one before Kathy and well now I don't think wants anyone else" he said "wow so it's been Kathy all along" I said "yupp he said he was waiting to see if he can find the perfect woman before he asked her out and he did wen he met her" mikey said "ohhh wow I bet Kathy has had a boyfriend before Ryry" "yea!! she has and to be honest my brother had or still does have a crush on her" "ohh wow but isn't he with tht Tara girl?" I asked "yup but he jus got wit her like I jus got wit u" he said and kissed me "yea!! but tht wow bout Ryry has he told Kathy?" "no not yet but I think he will soon I hope" "me too" I said "hmm I wonder where Brendon and Ruby are?" Mikey asked randomly "tht was random but me 2" "oh I'm kinda random at time" he smiled "I'll call Ruby" "okay" Mikey said I took out my sidekick to call Ruby but she didn't anwser how nice of her so I called Brendon lucky he answered the phone. "Brendon have you seen Ruby?!" "yeaa she's here with my y?" "I wanted to know cuz we have not seen u since prom" "ohh wait by we you mean who?" "well me and Mikey and Gerard and Tara she's Gerard's new girl and Ryry and Kathy no Frank or Jon or Spencer or Ray or Bob or Kesem or Sammie" I said "ohhh where are you at maybe me and Ruby will swing by" "ohh were at the mall getting something to eat" "oh okay kool see you there" he said and hung up "well Brendon and Ruby are coming" I said "ohh kool" "hey Jess who were you tlking to" Kathy said as she can walking this way with Ryry's had on her waist "ohh jus Brendon" "what he say?" "tht he was coming over here with Ruby" I said "awsomeness" "yupp yupp hey were did Gerard and Tara go?!?!" I asked "I don't know I was to busy playing around" she giggled "I know" I laughed "ohh there they are" Mikey pointed then out "omg!!!! there kissing awwe so cute"........
Posted on 09/11/2007 7:04 PM Comments (8)
With Out You Is How I Disapear......
Hola kiddies lol well another double post tehe as u can see I love writeing lol and well Jessica wrote this one and I will write the other if u read this one plz!! read the other one and if u read th other one plz!! read this one so I hope u like it very much cuz I luv it =] xoxoxoxo
~Jessica's POV~ I walked back into my room and sat down on my bed. Why am I still in my prom dress? What happened last night? All I remember is kissing Mikey and after that everything is fuzzy. Ugh. I layed down and stared at the ceiling for a bit until I heard my door open. " Jess! You're up!" Mikey exclaimed and ran over to me. He sat down on my bed with a sigh of relief. I always knew this kid was strange. I think he's had too much caffiene. I sat up straight and gave him a bizzare look. He had a wide grin on his face and was extremely happy. He wrapped his arms around me tightly. I hugged him back...still wondering what the hell was going on. " Mikey what happened last night?" I asked. He looked into my eyes and the grin subsided. He looked around the room for a minute before saying," Well...what is the last thing you remember?" I started to think. "The only thing I can remember is feeling a sharp pain in my neck and then everything went black." A sign of fear went across Mikey's face. What is going on? " Well the thing is...w-wow you don't remember?" Mikey said with a bit of fear in his voice. " Remember what?" I quizzed. " Well after you accepted to be my girlfriend you said you were tired and I walked you home." he said but didn't sound convincing. I sighed," Then why am I still in my dress. And why did you and Ry sleep over?'' " Uh...well you were so tired that you didn't care and we stayed over because it was too late to be on the streets." " OK then...." I guess that works. Why can't I remember it though? " I think I'm gonna change now." I said and got up. I walked over to my closet and pulled out my favorite pair of jeans with a hole in the knee and a bandana wrapped around the other [ like williams hehe], then I got my white halter top and got my favorite hoody with Atreyu on it, to put over it. I walked into the bathroom and changed. As I was fixing my eyeliner I noticed something. There were two holes in my neck. What the hell? I just forgot about it and went on with what I was doing. It's probably been there for a while and I'm just noticing. I do that a lot. But I didn't see it there last night. Oh well. When I walked out I grabbed my converses with the writing all over them and slipped them on and then sat next to Mikey. He looked kinda bored. " So what do you wanna do today?" he asked while looking over to me. I couldn't help but smile at him. He's so cute and his smile is so bright and it makes him even cuter! " I dunno. My parents will be back either today or tomorrow...ugh. I wish they would wait." I said while laughing. " Oh yea. Haha they already despised me. I wonder what they're gonna say when they figure out we're together now." he said while leaning towards me. " I don't know. But, truthfully, I could care less." I said while leaning closer to him. Then we kissed and leaned back onto my bed. Before I knew it my hoody was off and threw across the room. I was only in my halter but I didn't really care. Then I heard a big slam from the doorway Mikey and I pulled away and looked towards the door. There stood my parents. Both wide eyed and pissed. " Jessica Marie Brookes!" My mom exclaimed. There she goes with the full name again. " What on earth are you doing?!" " What does it look like?" I smirked and went to the end of my bed and sat there waiting for them to scold me. " Don't get a smart mouth with us young lady!" dad said. " I'm not a young lady!" I yelled. God! I get sick of them still treating me like a child! I am 16 going on 17 not 5! Apparently I'm not suppose to know how to know how to kiss boys yet! AH! I hate this! I looked over to Mikey and mouthed "I'm sorry about this.". " Dont worry about it." he mouthed back. " What was fixing to go on in here? It looked like a little more than just an innocent kiss." mom scowled. I rolled my eyes but didn't reply. Why do they care? " Well..." dad said impatiently. Ok! That's it! " Why do you care anyway?! I'm not a little girl anymore! I am almost an adult and I am responsible! Why don't you trust me?" I yelled. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now. " Jess, stop being a smartass! You live under my roof so you go by my rules!" mom said. " AH! I can't take this anymore! I am sick and tired of you two treating me like a fucking kid! I am a teenager not a toddler! I can do for myself, make decisions for myself. I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!" I yelled. " Jess-" " Shut up! I can't take this anymore! Everytime we move I find a guy and you two think I deserve better. Well I'm finally happy and you're not going to ruin that!" " What has happened in this house since we've been gone?" dad said totally disregarding my last statement. He was glaring at Mikey. " We didn't do anything!" Mikey piped up and sat next to me. " We weren't asking for any feedback from you!" mom snapped. " Hey! He didn't do anything." I said trying to get them to not yell at him. " Well it looked like he was about to strip our only daughter from her virginity." dad said. " What?!" Mikey and I asked in disbelief. " You heard me!" " You actually think we were fixing to do that?" I asked. They nodded and I looked over to Mikey. He didn't look too happy about this. I don't blame him though. They have officially crossed the line. " You know what...we were just leaving." I said and grabbed Mikey's hand. Then I grabbed my hoody and we walked out of the room and out of the house. When we walked out I stopped walking. Mikey walked ahead but stopped when he saw me slide down to where I was sitting on the porch. I felt tears in my eyes. Mikey sighed and came over and sat next to me. He wrapped is arm around me and told me it was ok. " How is it ok? My parents are driving me crazy! They don't want me to be happy. They want me to be their little girl forever! I'm sick of it! This is how they always are! They're the reason we move all the time. Everytime we move I find a guy that isn't up to their standards and the next thing I know is that we're moving out of state. I don't want that to happen again. I'm finally happy with a guy and of course they don't want it to last." I said as I let I felt a tear roll down my face. Mikey hugged me tighter and I suddenly felt a sense of safety. " It's ok. Just don't worry about it." he said while looking me in the eyes again. " How can I not worry about it? They're probably inside right now discussing where to move to next. I don't wanna leave here. And I especially don't wanna leave you." I said as Mikey wiped another tear off of my face that I let escape. " Please don't cry." '' Sorry. I can't help it." I said as I rubbed my neck. When I did I felt a sharp pain. Similar to the one I remember last night but it wasn't as bad," Ow!" " What's wrong?" he asked. " Uh....well there's these cuts or holes or something on the side of my neck. I don't where they came from but they hurt like hell." He leaned over to see and looked a bit worried," What? Is it something serious?" " No it's nothing serious." " Do you know what it is?" " No. Not a clue." he said quickly. " Ok..." I said and looked up to the sky. The sun is unusually bright. I quickly put my hood up and shaded myself from it. " So where do you want to go?" Mikey asked. " I don't know. You wanna go to the mall and meet up with Ry and Kat?" " Sure why not. I've still gotta get you that necklace." he said as he got up. " You don't have to. I was only kidding." I said as he helped me up off of the ground. " Well I want to get it for you anyway." he said. I smiled and he smiled back. I couldn't help but laugh. " What's so funny?" " I don't know. Maybe 'cause you're so damn cute." I said and kissed him lightly on the lips. " How about we forget about this whole thing and enjoy the rest of the day." " I can do that." he said and then put his arm around my waist. ~Kathy's POV~ Ryan and I have been everywhere in this mall. It's been quite fun actually. Right now we are walking toward the food court and I saw a familiar face. I ran over and greeted him with a hug. " Hey Gee! What's up?" I asked him as Ryan ran up behind me. " Uh...nothing really. What are you doing here?" he asked. " Just hanging out, you know." I replyed. I saw Gerard look around and he had his eye on something. I followed his gaze and figured out what he was looking at. Mikey and Jessica were here. Jessica saw us and ran over, with Mikey not too far behind her. " Hey guys! We've been looking for you." she said cheerfully even though I could tell something was wrong. Her eyeliner was smuged and her eyes were red and puffy. She's been crying. " What's wrong?" I asked her. She shook her head and looked away. Mikey walked over and said. " Don't ask. She just got into a big fight with her parents." " About what?" He shook his head and walked over to Jessica and put his arm around her waist. She sighed and rested her head on his shoulder. What is going on with her? " When did you two become an 'item'? " Gerard asked while looking over to Jess and Mikey. " Last night. Why?" she asked while fiddling with a charm on her necklace. I studied it for a moment and figured out what it was. It was a diamond charm in the shape of a M. Aw! How sweet. " When did you get that?" Ryan asked gesturing toward the necklace. I swear he reads my mind sometimes. Jessica and smiled and looked at Mikey," I just got it for her actually." Mikey said. Jessica kissed his cheek and it made him smile. Haha. " So who's your new girl?" Jessica asked pointing to the girl beside Gerard. When did she get here? " Well this is Tara." he said. " Hi." she said shyly. " Hi." Ryan, Jessica, and Mikey said in unison. " Wait. You have a girlfriend?" I asked. He nodded and had a confused look on his face.Then I felt Ryan's grip on my hane become stronger and then I was being dragged away from the others. He took me to an empty area of the mall and sighed. " Kat..."
Posted on 09/11/2007 6:53 PM Comments (3)
September 10, 2007With Out You Is How I Dispear......Hola my friends tehe well as you can see it's chappie 6 and I know you all want to know who called Ryry and u'll find out so well enjoy oh one more thing I write this all by myself I'm so happy >.< tehe Ryan's pov ... Me and Mikey were jus sitting there wondering who the hell called me was it Kat? or Jessica? I'm really hopeing it's Kat I'm really scared about what I did last night I mean I could have killed her I should have warned her before hand UHHH!!!! "Ryry is tht u I hear" the person said as they got closer "yes!!! Kathy baby is tht u?!" I asked jus hopeing it was "yea!!! it's me" she said "thnk god" I said and sighed in releaf "have you guys seen Jess" she said and gave me a kiss "I think she's asleep" Mikey said "ohh okay well I'm going to take a shower see ya soon" she said and kissed again before she went to take a shower "now all we need is Jess to wake up" I said "yea!!!" Mikey said and sighed Kathy's pov ...... I went bck to Jessica's room to gather my clothes to take a shower wen I noticed some blood on the pillow which was kinda odd because I don't remember having a cut or anything but ohh well, I left the room and ran to the bathroom to take a nice hot shower so I can get ready and go out with Ryry, After my very long shower I got ready I put on my black jeans with wholes in them and black and blue tights next my blue and black shirt and lucky Jess has blue eyeliner cuz I left mine at home and my black 1 as well. "Ryry how do I look?!?" I asked as I ran to the guys "wow" he said "wow?" "I mean beautiful like always" he said and pulled me closer to him "awwe" I said "well it's only the truth babe" he said and gave me a kiss. I love kissing Ryry "ohh Ryry y is there blood on Jess's pillow" I asked "ohhh well um...." "well Ryry?" "I cut my finger yesterday and thts how it got on the pillow" he said "oh okay well I just saw Jessica so I'll be back" I said and left the room "Jess your up finally" I said and gave her a hug "yes!! I'm up and may I added u look nice this morning" she said and went in the room were the guys are "thnks!!!" I said and walked in after her and sat on Ryry's lap "awwwe how cute" Jess said "blah to u" I said and poked her "blah back at ya" "awwwe you know I love you" I said "sure you do" she said and ran to her room "JESS" "wow you girls are weird" Mikey said and walked to Jess's room. hmmm I wonder "soo were all alone" Ryan said "I see that but I wanna do something" I said with my puppy eyes "like?!?" he said "the mall plz!!" "okay hunny lets go" he ran outside "hey hunny wait up" I ran after him Me and Ryan were acting like kids on our way to the mall runing around and playing tag at one point we were playing in the park which was a blast espically wen ur playing with someone you love not some stranger u barely even know well after playing we kinda got tired and sat down fr a while well more like 2 minute Ryan would not stop kissing me I didn't mind one bit I love kissing him. "Ryry don't you think we should go to th mall now" "yea!!! we should" he got and ran "Ryry uhhh how rude" I ran after him "my bad jus having fun" he stoped "I know thts y I mad u stop so I can win" "ohh no you don't" he said and ran behide me and warped his arms around me "not fair your faster then me" "I know" he laughed "yay!!! were here" I said and ran towards hot topic "OMG!!!" Ryan said "yea!!!".....
Posted on 09/10/2007 6:22 PM Comments (5)
September 9, 2007Wipe away those tears of blood again.....Tehe ppl well I double posted cuz I was bored and mad cuz the VMA's so well anywho I hope you enjoy this chappie cuz it's th 13th I posted lol longest one yet WOOO!!! well enjoy luvs u =] xoxoxoxoxox =] >.< xoxo Gerard's pov ..... It was hell being on this bus with out seeing Kathy smile yeah we've only been dateing for bout a couple days but I don't forget the fact tht we were friends at frist so I knew her fr a long time and I really regret not asking her to my girlfriend sooner but I glad I have her now I would really have to thank my fans for tht [yay!!!] and Erin for being her best friend [thts really true], I sa Frank just sittng there on his phone texting hmm .... I wonder who he's texting. "Frank who are you texting" I asked and sat next to him "no one y?!?" he kinda blushed "sure now who is it?" "okay fine well Kathy gave me Meghan's number before we left" he said "how I didn't see her" I said "she gave it to Mikey to give it to me" he replyed "ohhhh I see so you like Meghan" I laughed "kinda why does it matter" he said "no reason" I said and walked away to get my cell "ohhh now who's texting who huh?!?!" Frank said noticeing I had my phone in my hand "none of your business" I said and sat on the sofa "is tht Kat?!?" he asked with a glare look on his face "um.. no y?" I said quickly "no reason" he giggled. Jessica's pov.... UHH!!!! so far this trip is getting on my last nerves I lose my arm warmers one and second I get all shy over the fact tht Ryry said hi to me god I must have looked like a fool in front of him I don't think I can every face while I can if I find my damn arm warmers you know what I think Tara hid then damn her UHHH!!! how rude of Tara to do tht to me AHHHHHH!!! I'm so mad at her rite now. "TARA" I yelled "yes" she laughed "WHERE ARE THEY" I yelled at her "I DON'T KNOW" she yelled "STOP IT" Kat yelled at the both of us "but" "no buts relax I found them they were under ur suit case" she said and gave me my arm warmers "I'm sry!! Tara" I said and gave her a hug "you better be" she giggled "Kat where's ur friend?" "sleeping so shut up" she said and sat next to Josh "okay" I said and sat down "Meghan is tht Frank ur texting" Kat said "yea it is" she said and blushed "awwwe" Kat said "umm.. not to be rude and all but u phone is going off Kat" I said "SHIT!!!!" she yelled and ran to go get it "well who is tht?!?!" I asked "my friend Gerard" she blushed a whole lot "mhmm sure it's ur friend more like a boyfriend" I laughed "no he was telling me bout how Ryry got a crush on one of the girls here" she looked at me "ohh really" I blushed "yupp and her name is Jessica" she laughed "really" I said with a smile like a 5 yr old "yupp" she said and yet again sat next to Josh and rested her head on his shoulder "cool" I tried not to seem to happy "yupp he wants to tlk to at our next stop" she smiled "awsome".................
Posted on 09/09/2007 11:01 PM Comments (6)
With Out You Is How I Disapear Hey kiddies me and Jessica did this one together she was really nice on helping cuz I got alot of homework so thnkies and well I'm double posting so read the one before this one lol enjoy this one also =]
~Jessica's POV~
*2 weeks later*
OK tonight is prom night and Kathy and I are going to shop for our dresses. Yes, we should've done this earlier but we're procrastinators and it's came back to bite us in the ass. We have four hours before Ryan and MIkey come to pick us up. After we get our dresses we're going back to my place to get ready, since my parents are gone all week on a buisness trip and Kathy is pretty much staying at my house all the time now. After school we ran to my house and dropped off our backpacks and books and ran to the nearest dress shop. When we walked in I stopped walking. I was in awe at what was before me. So many beautiful dresses. Blues ones, red ones, black ones, sequined ones, shiny ones, silky ones, and so many more. Too big of a variety to choose from. Great! Now this will take even longer.
" C'mon Jess. We don't have long." Kathy said and dragged me away from the front of the store.
Well it took two hours but we both got our perfect dresses. I got a black dress with a red out line and sequins and luckily i have armwarmers that will match it perfectly ( yes i wear arm warmers with everything). And Kat got a blue and black dress with slits down the side. She also bought a heart necklace that goes great with it. By the time we checked out and got back to my house we had an hour to spare.
~Kathy's pov~
Me and Jessica just got home from shopping and it got us like 3 freaking hours to shop but in the end we got awsome dresses and I got a nice neckless, well I looked at the clock to see it was almost time to go but I didn't know if Jessica was ready but then again I wasn't ready either and Ryan is going to be here in like 15 mintues AHHH!!!!. I was almost ready all I needed was to put my neckless on and my make up on but that didn't happen because Ryan rang the door and I so was not ready for Ryan to see me so I called to Jessica.
"Jess are you ready yet?!?!" I yelled from the bathroom
"yea!!!!" she yelled bck
"can you open the door for the guys" I said
"sure" she said and I heard her run down the stairs
I was done getting ready so I sofly ran down stairs and I saw Ryan in tht tux and my jaw droped he looked like a prince tht was all mine so I ran into his arms and gave me a kiss god he's so damn amasing I never wanna let him go but sadlyI had to cuz it was time to go.
"well before we leave I just have to say Ryan you look awsome" I said with a smile
"thnks!! baby but you look hot in tht dress" she said and smiled also
"thnks!!" I said and walked outside
We got to the prom and say Frank and Sammie and Jon and Kesem holding hands and kissing which was so cute and happy so I didn't want to say anything to the dance was over well at lease till they were done kissing [lol].
"Hey" Frank said and gave me and Jessica a hug
"hola my friends" Jon said and gave me a hug
"hey guys" Kesem and Sammie said at the sametime
"Hey" me and Jessica said
I wasn't sure who won king and queen but to be honest I didn't care cuz I already have my king so prom was over and Ryan took me to jessica's house but we made a stop at my house so I could pick up something tht I got fr Ryan but the weirdest thing was tht I did't see Ruby and Brendon at the prom which was very weird but I guess they were doing something better well me and Ryan finally made it to Jessica's house and we went to Jess's room I gave Ryan the neckless and he gave me a kiss which had lead to a make out session and the neck thing I knew I felt a sharp pain in my neck and everything wet black...
~Mikey's POV~
Prom Just ended and it's around midnight. I'm not tired though. I'm usually wide awake at this time of night anyway. Well Jessica and I are just walking around town right now. She looks so beautiful tonight. Her long dark brown hair has been sraightened and reaches down to her waist ( i really didn't know her hair was that long),she's wearing black eyeliner which surprisingly brings out her eyes, her dress looks great on her, and i mean she's just beautiful...and not mine. We went to the prom as just friends. We danced together as just friends. We hang out together all the time as just friends!! I hate that phrase! Especially since it pretains to us. I like us like we are but i would love for us to be more. We're like best friends and tell each other everything and I enjoy that trust me on that one, but I wanna be more.
"So I here you play bass." Jessica said breaking the silence.
"Yea but not that much."
" I would love to hear you play sometime."
" Really?"
" Yea I love music. You should know that I'm an Ipod junkie."
I laughed," Oh yea I remember last week us talking about how we're so addicted to our ipods."
She laughed too," Yea." she said and then sat down on a bench. I sat down beside her and she sighed.
"What's wrong?"
"Just sleepy." she yawned.
"I never go to sleep this early." I laughed.
" This early? Its almost one am."
" That's early to me."
"Really? What do you do all night then?"
"Uhh...." damn I can't really tell her or it'll give away my secret." I just watch TV and IM all night." I lied.
" Oh wow but who's on at night?"
" A lot of people." I said trying to cover my lie up. Then Jessica yawned and rested her head on my shoulder. Oh wow. She's never really gotten this close to me. I can actually smell her perfume. The sweet smell her perfume.
" You're comfy." she giggled. I couldn't help but laugh too. Everytime she laughs I laugh too I don't know why. It got quiet after that and I looked up to the indigo blue sky. The stars were shining bright and it was a full moon. OK I can't take this anymore!
" Hey Jess, you wanna go out sometime?"
" Like on a real date?" I nodded " Of course!" she exclaimed and hugged me. I can't believe she said yes!
" Now I need a necklace with an M on it." she said.
" Why?"
" i don't know. But I'd like it. Then everyoe would know we're together." she giggled and smiled. What a wonderful smile.
" Ok." I laughed and smiled back. Then out of nowhere our lips crashed together. Before I knew it, it turned into a makeout session. I started to kiss down her neck which made her giggle. I could feel the blood on her veins and I am hungry. AH! No I am not going to do this!Pull yourself together Mikey! I tried to resist but I became weak. I couldn't take it so I sunk my teeth into her neck. She yelped as I withdrew blood and then she became limp. I finally came back to my senses and withdrew my teeth. I looked at her and shuddered. AH! I finally get the perfect girlfriend and let this happen.
~Ryan's POV~
I haven't notived what I did untill I saw Kat's arm hang over the bed, I knew this was going to happen but I didn't want to bite her I love her so much and my stupid hunger took over me and I did something I never wanted to do, I might have killed her, I drank to much blood UHHH!!!!!. I ran down stair cuz I heard someone come in and I saw Mikey comeing in carrying Jessica to her parents room [tehe Jess says Rents] and by the looks of it he drank her blood also cuz she looked half dead.
"Mikey did u drink Jess's blood?!?!?!" I asked
"umm.....yea!!! but I didn't mean 2" he said a little sad
"I know how you feel" I said and started to cry
"what do you mean" he asked
"I bit Kathy" I said and sat down
"OMG!!!! tht most have been hard since you been hideing it fr two years now" he said and pat me on the bck
"yea!!! it was I hate my self now it hurts so much"
"it's okay Ryry she'll understand I hope Jessica understands" he said and almosted started to cry
"she will Kat might not cuz it was a secert tht I kept fr 2 years" I said and walked out.
I left the room and went bck to the quest room and saw Kat jus lying there helpless and looking half dead it was all my fault I know tht it's over now as soon as she wakes up thts if she ever does UHH!!!, I tried to get some sleep but tht didn't I had all tht on my mind which was hell through all the night.
It was the next morning and by the looks of it Kat did not move from how she was lying last nite so I left the room and ran to the Kitchen to see Mikey sitting their drinking coffee and looking all depressed but I do understand where he's coming from I'm depressed too I'm such an ass fr doing tht to Kat UHH!!! I hate myself now.
"um ... hey Mikey" I said and sat next to him
"hey Ryry how did you sleep?!?" he asked and looked at me
"not so good I got no sleep urs?"
"same here Jess did not move I'm so scared" he said
"I know Kat did either" I said and look toward the hall way cuz I heard foot steps
"did u hear tht Ryry?" Mikey asked and looked 2
"yea!!! could it be one of the girls" I said
"Ryan" a person said ....
Posted on 09/09/2007 8:13 PM Comments (5)
With Out You Is How I Dissapear
Hey kiddies as you can see Jess wrote this with my ideas tehe go me lol well I'll be posting soon my chappeie fr this lol and I'm going to update wattoba so yea!! lol well enjoy(chappie 4)
~Jessica's POV~ Ugh! Time for school once again. Well it's been a week since I arrived here in Tennessee and everythings been great! I've had a lot of fun here! Kathy and Mikey have become my closest friends and the others are awesome as well. I was in a deep sleep until I heard an alarm go off. I groaned and got up to turn it off. I walked over to the guest room and knocked on the door. Mikey opened it up and looked really sleepy. Yes he sleeps over a lot now. Remember we're just friends so nothing happens. I looked at him and he made me laugh. His hair was flat on one side and frizzy on the other, he was in his black and purple pjs, and had his eyeliner smeared across his face. " What are you laughing at? You don't look like a beauty either." he said while laughing. " Oh thanks. Now get your ass motivated. We've got school in an hour." " Aw! Can't we just skip?" " Well we could but I don't wanna make up that chapter test in Spanish so come on." " I'm going to. Give me time woman." he whined and shut the door. I rolled my eyes and went to fix myself up as well. That boy is so not a morning person. I'm not a morning person either but he's like a zombie in the mornings. lt's quite funny to see him try to get motivated. Anyways I ran into my room and got my black skinnies and Blink-182 tee. Then I went into the hall bathroom where Mikey was re-doing his eyeliner and totally hogging the mirror. I poked him in the side which made him jump and draw a line down his face with the eyeliner. He turned around and glared at me. I couldn't help but laugh. I saw the sides of his mouth twitch but he wouldn' let himself laugh. " Wow love the new look Mikey! Very smexy [hehe i say tht word all th time]!'' I laughed and wiped some of it off of his face with my finger. He turned around and looked at himself in the mirror and busted out laughing. I helped get the rest of it off and I finally got my eyeliner done. Then I changed and ran into the kitchen where mom was cooking breakfast. I sat down at the table and yawned. Then Mikey walked in, fully dressed and with fixed up eyeliner, and sat beside me.The only downside about this whole ordeal is that my parents aren't too fond of Mikey. My parents think we are too close to be best friends and that they think that he's a bad influence and blah blah blah. Plus since we're going to prom together they think we're a couple even though Mikey and I have made it very clear that we are 'just friends'. Of course they don't believe us. The only reason he's able to sleep over is that we have a guest room. Sadly my parents don't trust me with boys alone anymore. They haven't trusted me alone with them since they caught me in my room,on my bed, making out with my last boyfriend, Austin. They went to the store that night and Austin came over and we were watching movies in my room and that's how it all went down. My parents are too overprotective. Especially when it comes to me and boys. It gets annoying. Then my mom put a plate in front of me and it startled me. Then she gave one to Mikey and left the room silently. " Well she's in a better mood than usual." Mikey smirked. " At least she's not talking." I laughed. I hate how my parents are when he's around. They're gonna have to get over it eventually though. I have a lot of friends like him. ~Mikey's POV~ AH! I hate mornings! I'd much rather stay up all night and sleep during the day than be up during the day and sleep at night. Well Jess and I just finished eating and we put our dishes up and gathered our supplies for school. The school is only about ten minutes away from Jessica's house so we're just gonna walk. When we walked outside the sun blinded me. I hissed and covered my eyes. I could feel Jessica staring at me. Oops! I kinda forgot about her being there. I grabbed my hoody and quickly put it on with the hood up. I could still feel Jessica looking at me. I looked over to her and she had a confused look on her face. " Uh....the sun's bright...." I said softly trying to get her to forget about it. Damn sun! It's too fucking bright! " Ok then..." she said while walking ahead. I ran to catch up with her but she stayed silent. Probably trying to figure out what just happened back there. I couldn't think of anything to say. So the whole walk was really quiet. When we got to school we were greeted by Ruby, Ryan, Kathy,Brendon, and Gee with hugs from Ruby. I have never understood how Ruby is so hyper in the mornings. She's always so bright and cheerful while I'm all depressed and annoyed. We are completely opposite. Brendon is exactly like me. I don't know how he puts up with his girlfriend in the morning. Anyways we walked inside and as usual Shelby shot insults from across the hall. Kat wanted to go and punch her again but we held her back. Ryan held her in his arms for like ten minutes until we finally talked her out of it. She reluctanly obliged and we all went our seperate ways as the bell rang.
Posted on 09/09/2007 3:08 AM Comments (4)
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