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                                                       Hope u like it!!!!!!

   Take one look at me and what do u see

   A girl that no one lovers her A girl who wants

   Someone to love her for who she is a girl who's

   Unwanted no a girl who's over the egde and needs

  Someone to save her because she can't hold on any

  Longer is this the girl who deserves to live to walk

 This earth because I don't and u want to know why

 Because I'm that girl do u really think I should live

 People don't they laugh the poke they stair they hurt

 It's over there's nothing left for me I'm letting go..........

                         Third poem hope u like it

 I stand alone in this world of roses

I hear the whispers so much that everytime

I do it kill me faster then ever, theres people here yet

I feel so alone, so lost in the dark even when it's morning

I'm still in dark, people may have told me

A time or two to come to the light

But it's to late for me now

The devil is holding back

So I must stay with the dead

 Because I'm

Almost there

Anyway.............................

                                       This is the thrid part hope you like it!!!!!!!!

   It was the next day and kathy still wanted revenge on gerard but her plan got ruined because she went to jail because we called the police on her, ''well I'm glad thats over because I don't want you to get hurt again my love'' I said with a smile ''I know I love you to'' gerard said. So after the police took her we went to mikey's house to see what he was up to ''Hi mikey'' I said ''Hi gerard can I talk to you'' mikey said with a serious face ''okay sure what about'' gerard said confused ''well you know how kathy paid that guy to kill you well she told me like a week before she was going to do that and all I said was okay and I'm so sorry that I knew that someone was going to kill you and I did not tell you'' mikey said with tears comeing down his face ''WHAT THE FUCK you knew and you never said anything I could have died and all you said was okay my god mikey your my brother'' gerard said with a angry face ''I'm sorry gerard I should have told you'' mikey said ''MAN MIKEY how could you my god you know how much your brother loves you and you would just let him die like that why???'' I said ''I don't know please I'm sorry'' mikey said with tears. After hours of yelling everyone was mad at mikey for what he did and I feel so bad because he has no one and now it's even wrost because his bandmates hate him so much that they want him to be around so he ran away and no one know when he's comeing back but him...

''Honey can I talk to you'' I said with a serious face ''yeah whats wrong you look so serious'' gerard said ''well I have to go back to my ex boyfriend and I dont when I'm going back I'm so so sorry please don't hate me'' I said with tears comeing down my face ''wait what how come you can't I love you so much please don't go please'' gerard said with tears in his eyes ''I'm sorry I have to go I will back but I don't when I'll be back I'm sorry I have to go bye I love you'' I said while I was walking out the door ''but wait'' he said. It was the next morning and I was already on the plain to go to chicago where my ex boyfriend lived it was 9:00 in the morning and he just came to pick me up ''hey how are you how have you been I missed you so much'' I said with a smile ''I've been good what about you'' he said ''okay I guess I;m just so happy yo see you'' I said, we went back to his place for I could take a rest. It was 1:00 pm and it was time for lunch so we went out to eat and come home and thats when it happen he slaped in face and pulled me by the hair pushed me doen the stairs to the basement where he tied he to a wooden pole and left me there while he went tp get a hammer and some matches and thats when I had the chance to call the police to come and save me.

 I was at the hospital and they said if I wanted to call someone so I did ''hello gerard is that you'' I said ''yes who is this'' he said ''it's me katherine I need your help I'm in the hospital because my ex boyfriend beat me up and now I need someone to keep me company please can you come to chicago'' I said crying over the phone ''sure right I promise and I hope your okay my love'' he said ''yes I am'' I said, so gerard floud to chicago to come stay with me ''are you okay'' he said............

P.S I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY FRIEND KELLY (MCR876) FOR HELPING ME COME UP WITH SOME GOOD IDEAS THNKS SO MUCH I WUV U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                                      This my second poem I really hope you like it!!!!

 I  lay there in the cornor drowned

in my own sorrows with slit writs

and broken dreams and a

broken heart with a

wounded soul and there

no where to turn from here

so I must keeping going straight

and go to the place I know best

hell........

                                      Part 2 hope you like !!!!

   ''Well doctor whats with gerard please tell me'' I said with tears in my eyes ''well he is going to be okay'' the doctor said ''thank god can I go see him'' I said with a sigh ''yes go on in'' he said, I was walking to gerard's room and I did not know what to say to him so I took my time because he was already in pain and I did not want to make it wrost and I know I love him but I can't because we have been friends for so long and I don't want to ruin it by going out with him and if something happens that breaks us up we might not be friends anymore and I don't want that I want to stay his friend and then again I love him so much I want to be his girlfriend I just don't know what to do but I'm going to him.......

   ''Hey how are you feeling are you okay'' I said with a smile ''yea I'm okay now that your here'' he said with the biggest smile ever ''aww thanks, you know I really love you but'' I said ''but what you know I love you and I think we could make this work'' gerard said ''I know but I don't want to ruin are friendship that we have and I'm 100 percent sure we can make this work but'' I said hopeing he would keep quiet ''we can still be friends but were the kinda friends that date and I really really want to make this work'' he said with a puppy dog face  ''okay fine we are going to make this work'' I said.

    It was the next day and it was time for gerard to go home so me being a nice girlfriend I took him home, as soon as we got there that guy who shoot him was sitting at my doorstep asking for gerard because he wanted to say sorry for what he had done to him and it was not his fault that someone paid him to kill gerard and the person name is kathy newman and the reason she wanted to kill was because she hated him so much and she was taking revenge on gerard for breaking her heart into pieces.........

     This is my frist poem I hope you love it like you love my stories

  On the dark side of the world 

 where death comes sooner than

 expected; At the edge of heartbreak

 we both take a leap

 into the unknown;

 at the center of loneliness

we dip into a pool of

tears and blood

and thrash around

desperate not to drown in our own

sorrow and reaching out for a life

preserver hopeing there something

there even when we know theres not!

      This is my frist time writeing a fanfiction hope you like it!

  I opened my eyes to see it was 12:00 in the morning and I did not know why gerard was knocking at my door but some how I knew it was important so I rushed to open the door to see gerard covered in blood and I had to ask what happen ''well I was at the bar drinking and someone guy came up to me and hit me for no reason and the next thing I know I'm on the floor covered in blood '' gerard said '' come in and lie down I'll help you'' I said , I went to get some towels to stop the bleeding and I went back to help gerard when I went to back I saw that gerard had a bullet wound in his left arm ''gerard do you remember getting shot because you have a wound on your left arm'' I said with a worried face and also hopeing gerard would remember ''no I don't remember and we have to go to the hospital quick'' gerard said scared that something might happen to him.

We were on are why to the hospital and I looked back at gerard just to make sure he was okay because I loved him so much and I did not want anything to happen to him and I had not told him that I loved him so and plus he's like my best friend and he knows that, we finally get to the hopital and I take gerard inside  ''we need halp my friend got shot'' I said almost yelling at the nurse. After minutes of waiting for the doctor he finally cmae to help gerard ''well doc my friend got shot and we need help'' I said with tears comeing down my face, the doctor took gerard but before gerard left he told me '' just in case I don't make it I just want to tell you that I love you so much'' gerard said with a smile.

It was 3:00 in morning and I still have not heard from the doctor and I'm so scared because I did not know whats going on and it's been like 4 hours since he has been in there I hope everything okay because I love him and he loves me and together we would be so happy, ''hi doctor what happen to gerard'' I said hopeing he had good news ''well ..um..'' the doctor said ......