♥BAHAAHAH FUCK YOU!!!!! (:♥

       This is just for kicks cuz Sawah said the bubbles were mean to her so I had a tlk wit them xD

 If Sarah says bubbles rule then bubble rule says: Hey guys how come ur mean to my loving Friend    Sawah?!?!

  Bubbles rule the world says: well because it's fun

  If Sarah says bubbles rule then bubbles rule says: *gasp* thts mean u need to be nice to hear u me

  Bubble rule the world says:NO!!!!!! we like bringing her pain

 If Sarah says bubbles rule then bubbles rule says:NO!!!! if u don't be nice I'm not goin to tlk to u   bubbles again

Bubble rule the world say:FINE!!!!! I'll be nice to her but after I kill her WMAHAHS

If Sarah says bubbles rule then bubbles rule say:NO!!!! NOT IF I KILL U FRIST

if u want to know what happens next leave a comment and I'll post the other part

REAL MCR FANS:

1) Real MCR fans know more songs than Welcome To The Black Parade

2) Real MCR fans know Gerard Way's brother's name

3) Real MCR fans shout "YES!!" when one of there songs come up on the radio

4) Real MCR fans punch ANYONE if they diss mcr in anyway

5) Real MCR fans know the names of everyone in the band and what they do

6) Real MCR fans shop for hours just to a jacket like the band has for an MCR concert

7) Real MCR fans have this on their profile :)

Are u a real mcr fan?!?!

                                         This is my goodbye journal...............

             Okay I'm going to get to the point well I'm not going to be on buzznet or msn or yahoo or aim for a very very long because I'm leaveing not on vacation or a trip or for a weekend away I'm leaveing from home which means I'm going to run away my mom is being unfair and my grandparents don't give 2 fucks about me so I really don't see the god damn point of staying home and well I know I don't have to many friends on here so it's okay not alot might care for me to be in fact no one really does but I'm still going to miss u alot even if no one going to miss me well I say my good byes to all my lovies and my Teddy Bear (beautilious) I'm going to miss u with my all I love you with my all you mean alot to me and Sarah (s4r412) your awsome and I love you too and I miss you alot and Erin (falloutboyislove24) remember your the love of life and I love you alot you make me smile nd Sarah (weallneedsomeone) your like my best friend and I care for you alot but I can't take it anymore I'm so lonely and no one gives to fucks about so when I come back but thats if I come back I'll msg you guys back thanks and goodbyes for now I think....................

 I'm not lieing and I'm not asking for people to care I'm just telling people because I don't want to be rude so loves you guys and I'll miss you a whole lot

                                       Part 10 hope you like it =].................

              It was the next morning and Ryan was still and someone was knocking at the door so I walked over to answer and what I saw was something I could not believe ''OMG!!!!! what are you doing here how did u find'' I said ''well I got in contact with one of your friends and they told me you were here so I came by'' She said ''well come in but please try to keep it down Ryan it's sleeping and I don't want to wake him'' I said ''okay i'll keep it down I promise'' She said ''thanks so omg!!! how was your trip out here?!?!'' I said ''oh it was good what made it better was knowing I was going to be able to see you god I miss you so much'' She said ''I missed you to but you I had to move because that hole me and Gerard thing'' I said ''oh yea!! what happen to Gerard I ran into to him today and he llokied like he was depressed'' she said ''oh well we broke up and then he saw me and Ryan and then all hell broke loose'' I said ''oh wow so are you happy with Ryan?!?!'' she asked ''oh yes more then happen with Ryan he's such a sweet heart and he really cares for me alot'' I said as me and my friend were finishing are converstion Ryan walks into the room ''omg!! hon your awke did we wake you my dear?!?! I asked ''no you didn't my sweet so whos your friend here?!?!?!'' he asked and then gave me a kiss ''well this Amy she is my best friend and she came here to see me from all the way from chicago'' I said and gave Ryan a hug ''oh okay well I bet she knows all that has happen in th pass few day?!?!'' he asked ''well duh I told her'' I said ''so Amy were do you and my sweet stand as friends not includeing best friends I mean how far is your friendship'' he askes ''well um.. we were more then......

          I hope u like this poem it really means a lot to me and jus had to say it....................

  There is a difference between friendship

  And love but when it comes to you there

  Is no difference I love u as a friend but

 Yet I have this strong feeling that no words

 Can express towards you, It's a feeling that

 No one can ever change, I can go and on

 About how much I care for you and how you

 Brighten my day with a simple hello, You give

 Me hope that there is a such thing as love, You

 Have done something no has ever done before,

 It's not all fun and games in this world anymore

And I'm starting to grow older by the day but when

I talk to you I feel like a little kid again jumping for

Joy just because you gave me the time of day to

Talk to you, I lay my head on my pillow and close

My eyes just waiting for the sun to rise so I can hear

Your hello..........................

I wrote this for a speical person that I really care for thnks!! fr being u

                                            I have to let ppl know who I care bout

 Erin(falloutboyislove24)-OMG!!! I can go on and on bout her she sooooooo sweet and I'm so glad she's my friend if u her friend then ur lucky she always there fr me wen I need her and omg!!! how funny she is and she awsome and a great person who I happen to love alot and I love her no matters wut cuz she my bffffffffffffffffffffffffff in this whole world and I don't care wut u say nothin goin to change my mind hehe and the stories we have rock and their great love u Erin ur awsome don't change okay and don't worry I got ur back if u feel sad or need a friend I'm here remember ur the love of my life and I'm here fr u always and if someon messes wit u I'll kill them I swear I'll kill them hehe u rock =] love u lots <3333333333333

Sarah(s4r412)-She my gf duh hehe she's awsome and a great person so silly and sweet and funny she loves bubbles like me woohooo she throws awsome bubble parties woohoo and she a great dancer haha and she weird like me woohoo I'm not alone hehe and she so cool cuz she skates how awsome is tht and she draws woohoo I draw to hehe I love Sarah she's so awsome and sweet and kinda and she gives awsome hugs and kisses hehe lol idk tht fr sure but all I know is tht she's awsome and I love her thnks!! Sarah fr being my lovie woohoo and if u mess wit her I'll kill u and she beautiful =] love u lots <333333333333333

Stephanie(hellaradloser)- I have to say she an awsome person so funny so sweet and oh so careing I think she is one of th nicest person I met so far I love her so much and she so silly and she has a special cd saved fr me wen her band makes their cd and I have a cd fr her to hahah thts wen I join a band duh haha but wen I do she going to have my frist cd cuz she awsome  like tht I love her and OMG!!!! wow she is so sweet and if u treat her bad I'll kill u got it she a nice person who deserve someone awsome as a friend and I really don't y she wanted to be my friend I'm not important but w/e thnks!! hon ur awsome love u lots <333333333333

Alaysia(stardusthell)- She so funny she always speaks her mind and she loves Gerard 2 but he's ALL MINE hehe =] and she so silly and she pretty 2 and smart woohooo fr being smart hehe I love her 2 and she awsome 2 and I'm glad she my friend cuz she loopy and silly woohoo silly ppl rock so there fr she rocks and u mess wit u I'll kill u got it good =] love u lots <3333333333333333

Thomas (liltommy92)- he's my wife odd rite just kidding he's awsome 2 I love him lots to he's so weird and silly and so out of this world it's not even funny I mean wowwee I love tlking to him cuz he's tht funny he makes me smile woohoo I love him and thts it so their haha in ur faces hehe j/k love u Thomas and u mess wit kill I fucking kill u got it thnks!!! love u lots =] <3333333333333

Sarah(weallneedsomeone)-okay she awsome and funny and so slow and a dork hehe and I love her and she my friend and I'm glad she my friend and she's so crazy and out of it and I find tht funny hehe thnks!! Sarah u rock love u lots and don't bother her or I'll tell Amarah and she shall kill u okay got it kool <333333333

hehe thts all fr now hopefully I'll find more friends to add and then I will u guys rock I love u guys hehe =]

                                 Woohoo my family =]

1.my bf:

2.my husband:

3.my gf: Sarah (s4r412)

4.my wife:Thomas (liltommy92)

5..my cousin-

6.my secret admirer:Stephanie.(hellaradloser)

7.my sex slave-Mitch (mikeyslover4eva)

8.my bitch-

9.my other bitch-

10.my bff::Taylor(xxdifferentxx)

11.my lover-fuckpreps

12.my playmate (lol): Alaysia(stardusthell)

13: the love of my life:Erin (falloutboyislove24)

hehe if u wanna be in my family let me know woohoo =]

                                                  Part 9 hope u like it =]............

      The next thing I knew Gerard came up to me and started yelling and almost hit me but Ryan hit him frist and he fell to th ground ''Ryan wow u knocked him out cold'' I said ''I know and I'm sry!!! I didn't mean to I jus didn't want him to hurt u is all'' He said ''it's okay I think he's fine lets go before he wakes up'' I said ''oky lets go'' he said. The ride home was quiet and uncomfortable, 20 mins passed and I finally cracked and said something ''Ryan how ur so quiet?!?!?!'' I asked ''well cuz I don't wanna say the wrong thing to u and I don't wanna be like Gerard'' He said ''oh Ryan u won't trust me and I want u to have mess up because ur so cute wen have ur mess ups'' I said ''awwe thnks!! ur cute 2 with or with out ur mess ups'' he said ''awwe thnks!!!''. We finally got home and their I saw all my buddies and one by one they gave me a hug, after all th hugs we saw Gerard coming up th block and he had a black eye and a bloody nose and he had a knife in his hand so I ran towards him to see if he was okay ''Gerard wut are u going to do wit tht knife?!?!'' I asked ''kill someone duh'' he said ''who and y?!?!'' I asked ''Ryan and cuz he did somethin'' he said ''WUT?!?! NO!!!!!'' I yelled ''well cuz he hit me duh and he stole u away from me'' he said and started to cry ''Gerared yes!! he hit u but he did not stole me away from u plz!!! don't hurt him plz!! do it fr me'' I said and gave him a hug ''but but but'' he said ''Gerard plz!!!'' I said ''okay fine I won't kill him'' he said wit a sigh ''thnks!!! Gerard'' I said wit a smile, me and Gerard walkedd back to my house and he went in to get dinner all of us and after dinner everone and me and Ryan stond home alone together and we fell asleep.

                             Things may same fine but trust me there not

                             I don't wanna look to far cuz I' hopeing u would

                             Be rite in front off me, my arms are open and I'm

                             Waiting fr u to closed them wit u in then, I'm always

                             Smileing wen u say hello but u seen to wlk away wen

                             Things seen to scarey and I seen to be th one tht is scareing

                             You I'm sry!!!!! I'll wlk away and fall in th pool and drown

                             No need to save me jus wlk away like I did and no need to

                             Miss to me jus put someone els in ur mind jus know I'll miss

                             You no matter what byebye I'll miss u always =[ </3..............

I wrote cuz this is how I feel fr um...... so yea!!! hope u know who u are byebye =[ </3

                                                    hope u like it =]

                                                   

U were th one that made me wanna end my life,

U were th one tht made me reach fr tht knife,

U were th one who made me OD, u were th one

I loved but thts all in th past now u killed me inside

And now it's my trun to kill myself I have no reason

To wlk this earth u took it all wen u said goodbye,

My heart and soul and mind will never be th same

And I have u to blame, no one really understands

How love feels untill they feel it and I felt it and it's not

All bout roses it's more like phills and blood and death to

Me, there are no bright dys in this world of mine no where

To run no where to hide no where to keep myself alive so I say

Goodbye my friends my stop is here and I must go before it's too

Late.................

I'm going to say one thing and one thing only thnks! to my Friend Sarah(weallneedsomeone) and Erin(falloutislove24) there th nicest ppl u will ever meet and they were there fr me wen I really needed them to be honest if it was not fr them I would have OD by now thnks!!! u guys I luv u so much u made my life so much better by being there and I'm glad I have u as friends luv u guys *lots of hugs*

 

                                                  Part 8 hope u like it...................

          ''Gerard relax they came to see if I was alright my god'' I said ''look can we tlk alone'' he said ''sure hey guy can me and Gerard be alone fr alittle while'' I said ''sure we will be outside'' they all said at one and then wlked out ''well were alone go ahead and tlk Gerard'' I said ''okay how come ur always around these guys and u slept wit Ryan yesterday?!?'' he said ''well cuz there my friends and they care alot but me and I slept wit Ryan yesterday cuz he's so sweet to me and I hve not seen him in ages and all he did was sleep on th next bed and pushed it close to mine'' I said ''so wut I'm sweet to and u did not ask me to stay'' he siad ''well rite now ur not'' I said ''okay I'm so sry!! I jus saw all those ppl and I was like how do u know all those ppl well Frank cuz he's in th band but Pete and Patrick and Jade and Davey and Ryan and Brendon and Tom and Adam'' he said while caughting his breathe ''well I know Brendon and Ryan cuz there old friends and I know Alex fr like fr ever and Pete and I are like best friends and since I know Pete I know Patrick and I know Adam through A friend and Tom I luv him he's so sweet and Jade ie my brother and since I live with him I met Davey'' I said ''wow u know alot of ppl god it's like u don't care fr me anymore and wut Jade is ur brother?!'' he said ''yea! no duh and I do care and u know wut I can't do it anymore so goodbye Gerard were over'' I said ''wait wut y?!'' he said and then started to cry ''were done goodbye Gerard thnks! fr everythin but I can't no more'' I said wit out cryin ''FINE'' he said and stormed out, 2 min laters Ryan wlks in aline ''Kathy are u okay?!'' he said cuz he saw me cryin ''no not really Ryan I need a hug'' I said ''I'll hug u and never let u go I promise'' he said and then gave me a hug tht would last fr ever ''thnks! Ryan I feel so much better'' I said ''well wut happe wit Gerard and u?!?'' he asked ''I broke up wit him cuz he was all yells at me and I could not do it anymore'' I said ''it's okay I'm here fr u no matters wut'' he said and then he kissed me ''Ryan I luv u I want u to know tht okay'' I said while giveing him another hug ''I luv u 2 jus know Gerard lost somethin very special'' he said ''I know thnks! Ryan ur th best'' I said ''no u r'' he said.

     2 days laters I finally got out th hospital and I was waiting fr Ryan to come pick me up and as soon as Ryan pulled up to th drive way I saw Gerard coming my way and I really started to get scared of wut he might to my darling Ryan, Gerard got closer and closer to me and Ryan got off th car and gave me a kiss and th next thing I knew.........

I have to say thnks! to my Friend Sarah(weallneedsomeone) she helped me wit my story gave me ideas and helped make it jus rite thnks! Sarah luv u *hugs*

                                             Part 7 hope u like it xD........................

      ''It's me Alex can I come in'' he said ''omg!! come in'' I said ''hey Kathy how are u today?!?'' he said ''well I'm great I'm guessing u know Brendon'' I said ''well only from cds and videos but not like u know him'' he said ''oh okay well Brendon this is Alex Evans and Alex this is Brendon Urie'' I said ''nice to meet u Alex'' Brendon said ''nic to meet u Brendon do u mind if me and Kathy sometime alone'' he said ''sure I'll be back Kathy I'll go look fr Ryan okay'' he said then left ''well Alex wuts up?!'' I said ''well I wantted to be alone wit u and see u'' he said ''oh okay well come sit down ur standing over there like I don't know u'' I said ''okay'' he said then sat down next to me ''so Alex how was u nite?!'' I asked ''it was good I did not get much sleep but it was good how bout urs?'' he said ''awwe I'm so sry! I'm nite was great Ryan slept here wit me and Gerard got mad but hopefully he is over it'' I said then gave Alex a hug ''wait wut Ryan slept here wit u in th same bed wit u?!'' he siad while pulling bck from th hug ''well yea! but he slept on th other bed and he pushed it next to mine don't tell ur goin to act like Gerard now'' I said ''no I'm sry plz! don't be mad at me'' he said then kissed me ''Alex I'm not mad at u jus don't be like tht okay'' I said then gave him a hug , jus wen he was goin to answer some was at th door ''hey Kathy can I come in'' the person said ''sure come in'' I said, as soon as th person opened th door I could not believe my eyes ''omg!! Frank, Patrick, Adam, Tom, Nat, Jade ,Davey wut are u guys doin here?!'' I said ''well I came to see u'' Frank said ''same here'' Tom said ''I can to see my sister duh'' Jade said ''me 2 it's like u don't care tht me and Jade care bout u'' Davey said ''I wanted to make sure u were okay'' Patrick said ''and I came cuz I luv u'' Adam said ''awwe thnks! u guys I missed u guys so much'' I said ''well Kat I see u have lot a ppl and u don't care bout me no more rite?!...............................

                I write this cuz it's time to speak my mind and I hope u like it and understand it......

     I read my friend Sarah's journal and it really got me thinking ppl judge and hurt ppl feeling jus cuz there not a size 2 or 5 or 8 or lower they think jus cuz someone it fat or does not look like a model tht they don't have feelings and they don't matter well ur wrong they do have feelings and trust me I know cuz I'm one of those ppl who get picked on and trust me it really hurts no one reallys cares bout ppl who don't look like models and famous ppl. Wen I think they should how can ppl be so curel yea! teens starve themselfs and all but have u ever wonder y well this is y ppl are tellin them tht their not beautiful when they are u don't have to look like a model to be beautiful u know tht all tht should matter is tht the person u love and they love u back does not care and if they don't then y should u does it really matter come on u have to open ur eyes and see tht all ppl are perfect in every way and NO ONE and I mean NO ONE should ever tell u other wise don't listen to th ads and all don't do tht all tht leads to is drugs and sex and rehad come one do u want tht to happen to u?!? I know I don't I can say I don't eat wen I should and most of th time I jus wont eat but thts my fault and I know I'm doin wrong and I'm working on it and I don't believe I'm pretty or beautiful but my family and some of my friends told me I am and this boy who I luv and I kno he luvs me too told me I was pretty and beautiful and I try to listen to them now listen to me all ppl are beautiful on th inside and on th outside and don't EVER LET ANYONE tell u ur NOT cuz U R listen to and my friend Sarah and if u  luv Gerard and MCR listen to him 2 he said don't listen to ads and stuff all girls are beautiful. It's time fr u to understand tht no one can take ur beauty away from u and u will always have it thts somethin tht will never lose no matter wut......

P.S enjoy how u look and enjoy life and live life likes it's ur last day on earth and plz!! stop hurting ppls feeling by callin then names it really hurts thnks! I hope u do somethin to stop it and try to better it jus kno u r beautiful no matter wut.........

                                       Part 6 hope u like.........xD

            It was really late and I started to get tired but I did not want Ryan to leave my side ''Ryan plz! don't go plz! stay here wit me'' I asked ''okay I'll saty here wit u if u don't me sleepin by ur side'' he said wit a smirk ''okay ur so silly and no I don't mind hehe'' I said ''oh okay well goodnite'' he said and then gave me a kiss on th forehead ''nite Ryan'' I said, as soon as me and Ryan started to fall asleep gerard comes in and starts yellin at me ''WUT R U DOIN KATHY" he said ''well I was sleepin duh untill u woke me and Ryan up'' I said ''wuts up Gerard do u need anything?!'' Ryan asked '' I KNO U WERE SLEEPIN I'M NOT STUPID BUT Y WIT RYAN HE'S NOT UR BOYFRIEND I AM'' he said ''relax Gerard we were only sleeping'' Ryan said ''honey plz! god he is my best friend and I asked him to stay now plz! let us rest'' I said ''FINE W/E'' he said ''GERARD!!!'' I said ''WUT?!'' he said ''NEVER MIND'' I said, after Gerard left me and Ryan tried to get some sleep and we did. It was th next morning and Ryan was still sleeping and being lazy ''Ryan wake up wake up''I said ''huh wut happen?!'' he said ''oh nothin I jus wanted u to be up wit me'' I said while huggin him ''oh okay well good mornin my sweet'' he said the kissed me on th cheek ''well u think Brendon will come by today'' I asked ''maybe I don't know''he said ''oh okay I hope he does'' I said ''yea! sme here well I'm gonn to get somethin to eat do u want anythin?!'' he said ''well I would lik some pan cakes if u don't mind'' I said ''no I don't mind I'll be bck in a flash okayz'' he said then left th room, it paased 10 man and I stated to snooze off untill I heard a knock at th door ''who is it?!'' I said ''it's me Brendon'' he said ''oh come in'' I said ''well hello how r u my dear'' he said ''I'm great jus waitin fr Ryan to come bck'' I said as soon as Brendon was goin to say somethin there was another knock at th door ''who is it?!'' I asked ''It's me.........

                                         Part 5  hope u like it..............xD

       It was 4 in th mornin and everyone was all jumpy untill they say th doctor ''well'' Gerard said ''well she is goin to be okay u can see her if u want'' he said ''okay I'm goin who else is comin'' Gerard said ''I'm comin fr sure'' Alex said ''same here''Pete said ''me 2''Mikey said, they left th waitin room and walked to my room ''hon u okay''Gerard asked ''I'm fine'' I said ''Kathy''Alex said ''yea!''I said ''um I need to tlk to u alone if u don't mind''he said ''okay guys can u leave fr a few''I said ''okay'' they said ''well Alex wuts up?!''I said ''um I'm sry!''he said wit a scared voice ''y r u sry?!'' I asked ''well u know I luv u rite?!'' he said ''yea! i kno''I said ''good cuz I'm sry! fr wut I'm goin to do rite now'' he said rite before he kissed me on th lips ''ALEX!!!'' I said ''I'm sooo sry! r u mad at me?!'' he asked well tears were fallin ''I'm not mad at u I luv u 2 but I luv Gerard and I can't choose rite now plz! give me some time''I said ''okay jus kno I'll wait fr u till th end of time''he said while huggin me ''okay I kno''I said before I kissed him bck, all of a sudden I heard a knock at th door ''omg Alex get away fast''I said very worried ''okay'' he said ''who is it''I asked ''it's me Ryan''he said ''oh come in''I said ''hey how r u?!'' he said while huggin me ''I'm great thnks! fr comin and seein me it's been like fr ever Mr. Ross''I said ''I kno I'm soo sry! u kno I luv u hehe''he said ''yea! I kno where is Brendon?!''I asked ''well he's on his way don't worry he will he be here soon''he said ''okay I jus miss him I miss all of u guys so much''I said ''I miss u 2''he said while huggin me again, it been 30 min so far and me and Ryan we still tlk Gerard started to get mad cuz he was not aollowed in cuz I said no and Alex was upset because........

I have to say thnks! to Sarah she gave me some ideas and she so weirsome like me luvs u Sarah *hugs*

                             Part 4 hope u like it.................o.0

   Gerard could not take it anymore he had to make sure kathy was okay ''I can't Mikey I jus can't'' Gerard said ''relax Gerard I kno she's goin to be okay jus trust me'' Mikey said ''yea! relax'' Pete said, it passed 20 min and th doctor still has not came out to tell Gerard wut happening jus then my phone rings ''Hello who is this?!''Gerard asked ''oh who is this''Alex asked ''this is Gerard now who is this and wut do u want?!'' he said ''oh well this is Alex and I have to tlk to Kathy'' he said ''well I'm sry! Alex u can't tlk to her''he said ''how come?!'' he asked ''well shes in th hospital and we don't kno if she's okay''Gerard said ''omg! I'm comin I have to make sure she is okay 2 byez'' he said before he hung up, it was really late and everyone was fallin asleep as soon as Alex got there the doctor came out ''well Gerard r u ready to give some blood'' he said ''WTF U KNO WUT TIME IT IS IT TOOK THT FUCKIN LONG SHIT''Gerard yelled ''damn it Gerard relax stop it'' Mikey said ''SHUT UP MIKEY'' he yelled ''NO!!!!'' Mikey yelled ''well lets go Gerard unless u want her to die''th doctor said ''NO!!!! I'M COMIN''he yelled. After hours of waitin no one knew wut was goin on untill they heard a scream from th room where I was at ''omg! wut was tht?!'' Alex asked while runnin towards my room ''OMG!!!!!! GUYS COME HURRY''he yelled ''okay were comin''said Mikey and Pete ''WTF OMG!!! NO WAY HOW COULD THIS BE TRUE''Mikey and pete yelled ''idk omg!''Alex said ''I can't believe it either''Gerard said, th doctor comes out ''guys u need to leave now''he said ''but but but''Gerard and Alex and Mikey and Pete said ''no buts now! go''he said........

                                 Part 3 hope u like it............

 20 min had pass and th Ambulance was still not there ''Ge-r-r-a-r-d'' I said super weak ''honey OMG!!! help is on th way I promise I swear I won't let u die if u die I'll die wit u''Gerard said while cryin ''Gerard move th Ambulance is here'' Mikey said, as th Ambulance took me away Gerard could not stop cryin he was scared tht I might die ''Gerard u okay'' Mikey asked ''NO!'' He yelled ''relax were almost there and we will see if she's okay'' he said ''okay I jus don't want her to die''Gerard said jus then my phone rang ''Hello who is this''Gerard asked ''It's Pete who is this'' he said ''it's Gerard wut do u want?'' he asked ''to speak wit Kathy'' he said ''well u can't speak to her'' Gerard said ''how come'' Pete asked ''she in th hospital thts y so got to go byes'' he said and then hung up on Pete, after 30 min of drivin Mikey got lost and Gerard fell alsleep while bck at th hospital Kathy was not doin to good and no one was there but Pete ''Doctor is she goin to be okay''Pete asked ''well we don't kno yet it truns out th bullet is to close to her heart and she might die either way'' he said ''OMG!!!!! NO!!!!''Pete said. After 5 more minutes Mikey noticed tht they were lost  ''Gerard wake up I think were lost''he siad ''WTF?''Gerard said ''sry''Mikey said ''let me drive I kno were it's at''he said ''okay Mr bossy pants''Mikey said wit a smirk, 10 min they got to th hospital and saw Pete there ''wut r u din here?''Gerard asked ''u said she was at th hospital so I came to make sure she was okay''Pete said ''oh okay did u find anythin out''he asked ''yea th doctor said she might die if they take out th bullet or if they keep it in cuz th bullet is close to her heart''Pete said wit tears comin down he face ''WUT''Gerard said ''thts all I kno so far'' jus then th doctor came out ''Doc is she okay''Gerard asked ''WELL to be honest idk''he said "WUT HOW CAN U NOT KNO I COULD KILL U AND THEN WOULD U KNO''he yelled ''GERARD stop it'' Mikey said "NO NOT UNTILL I KNO SHE'S OKAY"he yelled "I can't say she is or isn't but wut I can say is tht she might not make it cuz she losin to much blood''th doctor said ''I'll give her my blood all of it''Gerard said ''well idk maybe.........

                                                Part 2 hope u like it =]..........

 Jus wen Alex was goin to answer me someone called me ''hello who is this?'' I said ''it's me Pete'' he said ''oh okay so wuts up Pete'' I said ''well Gerard told me tht u were at Alex's house and i wanted to see if u were done over there'' he said ''oh no i'm not y?'' I asked ''well I wanted u to come over fr a little while'' he said ''I can't I have to meet up wit Gerard then maybe I'll go over there okayz well got to go bye Pete'' I said ''okay byez'' he said, after we hung up Alex was cryin Even more then he was before so I went over and gave him a hug ''Kathy plz! don't go plz'' he said wit tears in his eyes ''Alex I have to go u kno tht I have to go meet wit Gerard and then Pete rite after tht maybe wen I'm done u can come over and stay th nite so we can tlk more cuz I have to go'' I said well lettin go of him ''ikay I guess so byez''he said and gave me a kiss on th check. I left Alex's house and I saw Gerard ''hey sweetie'' I said ''hey I missed u so much'' he said then kissed me ''so honey wuts up?'' I said while huggin him ''well nothin much so wut happen wit Alex?'' he said ''oh well umm......'' I said wit a nervous face ''wut?'' he said ''nothin he was jus upset I'm meetin him after I'm meetin up wit Pete'' I said ''oh okay lets go somewhere'' he said ''okay where?'' I asked ''idk jus come on'' he said. Me and Gerard left to where ever cuz I didn't kno where we were going as soon as we got there he heard shotin and all of a sudden I can't hear nothin or see anythin ''OH MY GOD WE NEED HELP'' Gerard said ''wut happen to her'' Mikey said ''wut r u doin here Mikey'' he asked ''I'm here wit some friends I'm goin to get some help okay'' he said ''okay hurry she's bleeding alot I mean alot'' Gerard said wit tears in his eyes ''Ger-r-r-a-r-d''I said very weak ''don't speak okay sweetie'' he said while kissin me on th head ''there comin Gerard okay'' Mikey said ''okay''he said ''GERARD she not breathin''Mikey said ''WUT'' Gerard said ''I think she's.........

                                        This is part 1 to my new story hope u like it..............

 I was tlkin to Sarah on msn bout her cravings, wen I got a call from Alex '' hey wuts up are u okay'' I ased him ''no I'm not okay kathy I need u can u come over'' he asked '' sure I'll be over in a few jus let me tell Sarah and log off and then I'll be on my way okay'' I said rite before I hung up wit him, well I told Sarah I had to go and I was on my way to Alex's house, ''hey Ms. Evans Alex called and said to come over is he in his room'' I asked ''yes he is go ahead''she said ''thnks" I said, I went upstairs and into Alex's room and saw him cryin on th floor by th phone ''oh my god are u okay Alex why r u cryin'' I asked well huggin him ''Katherine I can't do it anymore'' he said well tears were fallin down his face "wut can't u do anymore'' I asked. Jus wen he was bout to answer me Gerard called me ''hey Gerard I'm kinda busy wuts up sweetie'' I asked ''wut r u doin and I kinda miss u no in fact I miss u alot I wanna see u'' he said ''I'm at Alex's house he's cryin and he wanted to see me but I guess I can go and meet up wit u in a half  hour cuz I really wanna make sure Alex is okay'' I said ''okay I luv u see u in a half hour byez'' he said ''okay luv u 2 byes'' I said . After I hung up wit Gerard I asked Alex tht question again ''so wut can't u do anymore'' I asked again ''you and Gerard'' he said ''wut do u mean'' I asked wit a confused face '' I luv u and seein u wit Gerard it kills me kathy I'm so sry'' he said well huggin me harder '' Alex listen to me I care fr u alot I swear but I luv Gerard and I really wanna see how things between me and Gerard work out he's really sweet and we jus started and I'm so sry Alex I really am u have to believe me'' I said well breaking away from his hug ''look I'm sry well it's been 20 min so I think u should go u don't wanna keep Gerard waitin '' she said wit a face '' Alex wuts wrong why r u kickin me out I did not mean to hurt u'' I said ''Kathy I......