August 30, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again......

  WOO!!! Chapter 8 I hope u like it cuz I kinda suck at this ohh Bdenbear plz!!! don't send Jon on me


Kathy's pov....

   I tried to get out of the car but I couldn't, ever time I would move my leg it would give me a some what sharp pain but I did not to worry Gerard with my stupid pains cuz I don't know how to walk uhhh I'm so stupid well I'm going to do my best to get out this damn car with out Gerard worrying and seeing me fall flat on my face, I reached fr th floor and there I go straight to the floor like their were was no tomorrow.

"FUCK" I yelled

"are you okay" Gerard asked me with a worried look on his cute little face

"Not really my leg still hurts" I said almost crying

"don't worry I carry you" he said and then picked me up

"Gerard your so sweet I wish I could kiss you rite here rite now" I said and hugged him while he was holding me

"I wish I could kiss you too but ppl might see and then all our worked would be ruin" he said with a sad face

"yea!! it would, we still have to pick up my friends on are way to see the bands" I said with a smile

"oh rite well me and you will go now" he said with a half smirk

''awsome lets go" I said

"okay" he said and put me in his pretty car

 Me and Gerard left with out telling no one, and to no surprise the ride to my friends house was queit but not boreing, I gra Gerard's hand and gave it a kiss and he smiled at he which made me melt inside and blush, we were almost there but Gerard stoped like maybe a block and a half away from my freind's hous but I didn't want to ask him why, well the next thing I knew he was leaning in closer to me and he gave me a kiss with is soft lips tht tasted so good and it felt so rite to be kissing him.

Gerard's pov

I know it was to soon to tell Kathy I love her but kissing her makes me love her more and I know it's wrong and way too soon cuz we only started dateing yesterday and we already had sex I'm moving to fast next thing I know I'm going to ask Kathy to marry me and the thing is tht I can't tell no one how I feel about her so it's eating me inside. I looked at Kathy after kissing her and I saw a smile tht was so big tht made me blush inside which is weird fr me, I leaned in once more and gave her another kiss and drove off towards her friends house, we got there and all I saw was these 3 guys running to the car.

"I guess those are your band mates?!" I said a little worried

"yep and I love them so much" she said with a huge smile

"hehe awsome so were is tht girl Meghan?!?!" I asked cuz I didn't see her with the 3 guys

"at Kesem house we have to pick them up to I hope Angel and Sarah are their 2" she said a little worried

"me 2 well lets wait till your friends come to find out" I said in a laugh

"yea!!!" she said and kisses my cheeck

"awwe ur sweet" I said and smiled

 Her friends finally came to the car and we drove to her other friends house this time I could not kiss her like I did at the last trip which sucks monkey butt but I think I can hold it fr a while longer I do have to get use to not kissing her wen he go on tour I really hope we have same buses so we can see each other more which would make me happy but hey what can you do.....


Posted on 08/30/2007 3:02 AM Comments (29)

August 28, 2007

Wipe away thos tears of blood again......

      hehehehe it won't be too good cuz I wrote another journal (bdengeecookie) so I'm a little lost ^_^


Kat's pov

 Me and Gerard had jus gotten ready to go back to the place where Frank and the rest of the gang were, Gerard was walking to fast fr me so I let go of his hand and walked behide him at my own pace, 5 mintues later I see Gerard stop and turn around to look at me and he grads me and pulls me closer to him and kissed me and gave me a huge hug so I kissed him and ran foward to the van which was a block away from where me and Gerard were at I just hope no one was looking this way and I hope no one asks us questions to were me and Gerard were last night, I was almost there but I triped and fell on the same arm tht was hurt and it started to bleed and all I saw was Gerard running toward me.

"are you okay hunny" he said whlie leaning into to check

"not really I hurt my arm and leg" I said while crying alittle

"omg!!! well we have to get back so I will carry you there" he said and then picked me up

"okay thnks!!! hunny" I said and kissed him on the cheek

 Gerard was very careful bout how he handled me he did not want to hurt me in anyway espically last nite, I jus could not blieve tht me and him did tht I'm not a virgin anymore well at least it was to Gerard and not a creep or someone who raped me I jus felt so safe in his arms and his lips were so ever inviteing and he kinda did start it wen he took my hoodie off but I had a part in it to cuz I did not stop it but I didn't want to either, as soon as we got there I saw Erin and she was running toward us.

"Kat are you okay?" Erin asked

"not really I hurt my leg and it hurts wen I walk thts y Gerard carried me here" I said with a half smile

"oh I thought something different so where you and Gerard yesterday" she said

"at th mall" I said worried she might ask what we did after th mall

"what bout after th mall?" she said

"we fell asleep in th park" I saiud hopeing tht was good enough fr her

"oh okay well lets go" she said and ran to th car

"thnk god she left and didn't second guess me" I whispered in Gerard's ear

"yea!! me to now let's get you to th car" he said

"okay" I said as Gerard put me in th car

 We all got in the car and I was so tired cuz I barely slept last nite so I cuddle up with Gerard and fell asleep and also forgetting tht ppl were there and tht I'm not suppose to do tht cuz no one know about me and Gerard yet and I plan to keep it like tht. 2 hours later Gerard woke me up to tell me we were back home and to wake up cuz ppl were looking and asking him lost of questions.


Posted on 08/28/2007 8:03 PM Comments (18)

August 27, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again........

  Chapter 6 I hope you enjoy my friend bden helped with th research I owe her alot so shes in my fic ^_^


 Gerard's pov.......

 I jus got comfortable with Kathy and to be honest I did not want to let her go never ever ever but sadly my phone rang "shit babe I'll be bck I have to answer this call" I said pissed off cuz my phone rang "okay hunny take ur time" she said with a beautiful smile tht jus could have killed me from lookin at it god, I would have to say this is the best moment in my life rite now uhhh stupid phone. I left to answer my phone and I looked back at kat and I see her on her phone makes me wonder who it is cuz she has a smile thts so big tht makes me wanna smile also but I can't cuz I'm pissed at th moment cuz my stupid phone went off at the best moment uhh but what ever.

Gerard:Hello

Frank:Gerard where are you?!?!

Gerard:out why?!?!

Frank:well we have to go soon so we need you bck before morning

Gerard:oh where is Erin?!?

Frank:with Mikey and Bob I think there on their way no where is Kat?!?!

Gerard:with me

Frank:ohhh I see well um... jus be bck bye

Gerard:bye

 I hung up my phone and walked bck to the swing set to sit with Kathy "who was is hunny?!?!" she asked in the most cutiest voice "it was jus Frank askin me where you and I were I tod him we were out and she got pissed and hung up on me" I said put my arms her "ohh well he does like me, shit Gerard whats if he asks me out?!?!" she said worried "damn your rite well jus say ur not ready to date yet and he might bck off" I said not knowing what to really say "oh okay hunny thnkies oh while u were on the phone Meghan texted me and told me tomorrow we met th bands so hunny are you going to be there" she said with a smile "ohhh thts tomrrow rite thts y we need to be bck before morning" I said lookin at her eyes "yea!! silly it's tomorrow shit I forgot I have to pick up Kesem be fore we go and  Sarah and Angel damn it'' she said "whay do you have to pick them up?!?!!?" I asked like I even knew this ppl "well cuz Clark called Sarah to tell her what happen to us and then Sarah called Angel to tell her what happen to us and Angel called Kesem and she texted me to pick all them up so now I have to" she said almost out of breathe "wow long story" I said and then kissed her "very very long story well enough of tht no more tlk fr now" she said as she kissed me bck,

 It passed 5 minutes and we were still kissing which I happen to like well I started to play with her hair and kissing her neck and I took off her hoodie and threw it on the floor she took of my jacket and threw it next to her hoodie we started to kiss more but it lead to making out, I put my hand in her shrit but taking it out quickly she grad my hand and put it bck were I had it, she slowly took my shirt off and I didn't mind one bit, I picked her up and took her to this little room tht was by the side of the swing set and all she did was smile, as soon as we got there she took off her shirt and  she unbuttined my pants and I unhooked her bra and then unbuttined her her pants, she took my pants over and I took hers,we sat there kissing while she took of my boxers and I took off her panties and then we well you know the next time I knew was tht my phine went off at 5 im th morning and Kathy was still sleeping so I got dressed and bring her stuff to the room and anwerd my phone.

Gerard:what Frank

Frank:are you comeing?

Gerard:yes relax I have to go bye

Frank:whatever bye

I hung up the phone and walked bck to th room to see Kat dressed and ready to go I gave her a kiss good morning and left th room and headed towards were Frank was at she catched up to me and was holding my hand but what I can't believe is tht we did tht but it felt so rite cuz I was with her and I loved her from wen I frist met her.


don't judge lol I went crazy but I hope u like it and yes it's long but u have to say it's awsome rite?
Posted on 08/27/2007 12:06 AM Comments (39)

August 26, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again.........

  chapter 5 woohoo!! =] once again from th bck of my head so enjoy!! ^_^


Kat's pov.....

  Me and Gerard were jus bout to order wen I see Frank and Ray eating I lean in closer to Gerard to tell him something in his ear "omg!! hunny I hope they don't see us" I said "I know they might think something" he said "yea!! let's jus stay clam and if they come over we jus act kool" I said then kissed him on the cheek "okay" he said with a smile tht was jus so damn cute tht I wanted to kissed rite then and their. I was still waiting fr th damn waiter to come and take our orders but he was taking fr ever so I went of in my own litle world jus thinking bout wen is th next time I will kiss Gerard again and hold him in my arms uhhh is so painful not being able to do tht I miss his lips so much and to think I never really wanted to go out with him wow I was wrong I love him and if it was not fr Bob being Erin's brother I would have not met him and I'm thankful fr tht everyday.

Waiter:can I take your order

Gerard:um..yea!! well I want a burger with frys, what bout u hunny?!?!

Kat:(thinking) Gerard on a plate plz!!!

Gerard:sweetie are you there?

Kat:oh my bad I want whatever your having hunny

Waiter:so thts two brugers with frys any drinks?!

Kat:a pepsi fr me

Gerard:coke fr me

Waiter:okay ur food should be comeing soon

Kat:thnks!!!

Waiter:no problem

 It's been 5 mintues already and I jus could not help my self I reached in closer to Gerard and kissed him "I'm sooo sry!! I jus could not hold it in no more" I sad very embrassed as I moved bck into my seat and lookin down "why are you sry!!! hunny?!?!" he asked with a confused face "well cuz you know I'm not suppose to tht in public Frank or Ray could have saw me" I said, damn I need to control myself he's jus a person even if he's my boyfriend god I really need to relax "oh it's okay I could not hold it in either I was going to do th samething" he said with a giggle, damn his giggle is so cute uhh the food is here now we can eat and go hopefully somewhere Frank or the guys won't be there.

Kat:thnk god th food is here

Gerard:I know I'm like so hungry shopping takes alot out of you

Kat:yea!! I'm sry!! bout tht and your the one who bought th whole store

Gerard:I bought it fr u

Kat:I know. (thinking) god he's th best boyfriend a girl can ask fr

Wait:one bruger and frys and a coke fr u

Gerard:thnks!!

Waiter:and one bruger and frys and pepsi fr u

Kat:thnks!!!!

Waiter:no problem let me know if u need anything

Gerard:we will

  I was almost done with my food but I did not eat to much I wanted to save room fr desert and of crouse pop corn wen Gerard takes me home laters on, I was jus watched  him eat and I knew he was done by th face he put and I jus started laughing "whats so funny" he said "jus by th face you put" I said "oh okay well do u want desert" he asked "yupp but I don't want all of it" I said "okay we can share" he said with th most cutiest smile "sure I'd love to share with u hunny" I said "awsome" he said.

Kat:waiter

Waiter:may I help you?

Gerard:I want some desert

Waiter:okay what would u like?

Gerard:umm....hunny?

Kat:I want a sunday

Waiter:2 sundays

Gerard:no jus one

Waiter:okay coming rite away

Me and Gerard left the restaraunt and walked he walked me hime "it's so nice out to bad I have to go in" I said with a sad face "how come do you have to go?!?!" he asked "cuz u have to go don't you" I said hopeing he would say no "no I don't I could stay here with you if like" he said "yes I would" I said as I ran to the backyard to the swing set "wait fr me hunny" he said running after me "come on" I said while I sat on th swing "move over" he said as he sat next to me "I love the stars tonite" I said while rest my head on him "me 2 they almost look as pretty as you" he said then kissed me, I did not want this nite to end but I knew it had to sooner or later but fr now me and Gerard were jus kissing and cuddleing.

 


I know it's long but I really did not want to stop writeing I might post again after this so be perpare for another long one >.<
Posted on 08/26/2007 8:45 PM Comments (5)

August 25, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again...........

      Chapter 4 I hope you like it cuz I wrote this off the bck of my head


   Gerard's pov...

  Well me and Kathy were shopping in hot topic and all I can do is smile about how pretty she looked in all the things she tried on "Hey Gerard how do I look in these shoes" she said, I easly woke up from my day dream and told her "you look beautiful in those shoes are you going to buy them?!?!" I asked hopeing she would say yes "maybe I can't buy everything in here even if I want to" she said, she carried on with her shopping while I was lookin fr something fr me to wear wen I go on tour with th band "Hey hunny do u like this sweater?!?" I asked her cuz she has great fashion sence "ohh I love it are you goin to buy it fr wen you go on tour" she said tht like she read my mind "what do u have powers or something cuz thts y I wanted it" I said laughing as I walked over to her "yupp I have magic don't you know" she said then punched me in the arm lightly "what was tht fr" I said as I pulled her toward me "oh nothin" she said with a puppy dog eye smile "ohh ur so cute wen u do tht" I said while I was cuddleing her in the store "thnks!!! ur jus cute peroid" she said and kissed me "thnks!! hunny" I said while letting her go cuz her phone rang."hold on sweetie I have to answer this call" she said and answered her phone .

Kat:Hello

Mehan:Kathy  I jus got a call from our manager he said tht were going on tour 

Kat:omg!!!! really do Mark and Clark and Jake know?!?!  

Meghan:yea!! they know their tlking to Chris (our manager) 

Kat:omg!!!! are we going with anyboby?!?!

Meghan:were not sure yet but we might go with MCR and like 3 others bands

Kat:okay kool well I have to go now bye Meghan

Meghan:bye

"well what happen" I said as I walked to her ''my band is going on tour with you and 3 other bands" she said with tears of joy in her eyes "wait your band is called The Murder Sence" I said hopeing I was rite "yes I'm the lead singer Megan play gituar and so does Clark and Jake plays drums and Mark plays bass" she said as she was hugging me "awsome so we'll be together I see" I said, I jus couldn't believe tht I was going to tour with her I love her so much and to be on tour with her is jus so awsome "hello Gerard are you there?!?!" she said "ohh my bad yes I'm here I was jus thinking" I said hopeing she wouldn't ask me bout what "what were you thinking bout hunny?!?!" she asked "jus how happy I am" I said with a smile like I was 5 "oh one thing do u know what other bands are coming?!?" she asked "well I think panic and Taking Back Sunday and maybe The Academy Is or The Used" I said "awsome I can't wait" she said as she kissed me "oh I jus remember tht we have to keep this a sercert so we have to watch what were doing" I said very disapointed and upset cuz I really did not want to hold bck wverytime I saw her "yea I know" she said and sighed, we walked around the store and we ended up buy her what ever she wanted and after we left to eat dinner there was saw Frank and Bob.                


Posted on 08/25/2007 10:44 PM Comments (6)

August 24, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again..........

                                     Chatper 3 I hope you like it.....btw it's full of surprizes =]


KAT'S POV.................

     As I got out the car I triped over the car step, "OWWW" I scarmed "are you okay" Gerard said as he picked me up "yea!! I'm fine thnks!" I said "no problem" he said, "I want to go shopping" I said while me and him were wlking "hehe sure let's go" he said "YAY!!!!!" I said as I jumped into his arms "so my guess is tht u want to go to hot topic" he said ''yes thts my favorite store" I said as I got of him. Me and Gerard raced to the mall and we bumped into Erin and Mikey "hey Erin" I said "hey Kat, I see your here with your boyfriend" Erin said "not you to, uhhh well bye I'll catch you later" I said then walked awy with Gerard "what was that about" Gerard said "it jus gets me so mad wen ppl think we're dateing" I said "how come?!?!" he said "well cuz wouldn't you be mad" I said "no I wouldn't be mad in fact I would be honored to be your boyfriend" he said "oh wow really?!?!?" I asked "yes thts why wen pl say tht I don't mind" he said "awwe ur so sweet" I said and then gave him a kiss on the lips "OMG!!!! GERARD HAS A NEW GIRLFRIEND SOMEONE TAKE A PICTURE NEVER MIND I GOT IT" a fan scarmed "FUCK" I yelled "I'm sry!!!" Gerard said "it's okay I'm going to have to get us to it rite?!?!?!?!" I said "yea!! cuz they follow me everywhere I go" Gerard said "well here coming this way are you ready to deal with tht?!? I asked "yea are you?!?!" Gerard asked "I guess" I said, "OMG!!! Gerard whats your new girlfriend's name?!?!?" a fan asked "well my name is Kathy" said "wow your pretty how long have you and Gerard been dateing?!?!" another fan asked "um....." I said "about a day now" Gerard said "wow so no one knows but us fans here today" a fan said "yea so plz don't spred the word" I said "oh we won't" all th fans said "thnks!! so much" Gerard said "anything fr you guys" th fans said "awsome you guys rock" I said "thnks!! so do you" the fans said "anymore questions" Gerard said "yea!!! whats going to happen to Frerard?!?!?'' a fan asked "um....." Gerard said "well Frerard still lives cuz no one knows bout me and Gee so yea!!!" I said "YAY!!!" th fans scarmed "well me and Kahy have to go now bye guys it was nice tlking to you" Gerard said "bye guys remember it's a sercert" I said while I wlked away with Gerard.

   After getting away from the fans we finally got to hot topic "yay!!" I said "I know we made it" Gerard said "yupp ohhh I can't believe me and you are dateing" I said "I know if you don't want to I understand" he said "no I want to but we can't tell no one" I said "oh how come?!?!" Gerard asked "cuz my mom she might not approve" I said "oh wow baby I really have to meet her" he said "I know and you will" I said "maybe next week" he said "sure I'm sure she will love you" I said "I hope ohh crap I see Erin and Mikey coming" he said "shit let's jus act like nothin happen" I said "okay well lets go shop now" Gerard said "okay" I said as I wlked behide him.


Posted on 08/24/2007 11:01 PM Comments (10)

August 21, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again..........

                                    Chapter 2 I hope you like it =] .........


    Gerard's pov

         As everyone ran to the car I carefully place Kat in the back seat with me sitting next to her "so tht means I drive Mikey" said "yes you do and Erin you can sit in front with Mikey" I said "oh okay, hey were is Frank and Ray?!?!" Erin said "Mikey has to go pick them up" I said "right I forgot about tht" Mikey said as he drove off. 30 minutes had passed and we were almost to Frank's house "Mikey are we there yet?!?!" Kat asked as she put her head on my shlouder "almost we still have one more block" Mikey said "oh okay" Kat said "just relax were here already" I said with a smile, as we waited fr Frank and Ray to come out I wa playin with Kat's hair, "what are you doing?!?!" Erin asked as she looked back "playin with Kathy's hair y?!?!" I asked "I was jus winder y u were playin with Kat's hair" Erin said "cuz he wants to and I don't mind him playin with my hair" Kat said wit a shy smile "you don't?!?!?!" I asked "not at all I kinda like it" Kat said, After 5 minutes of waiting Frank and Ray finally came out "hi Frank"  Erin and Kat said "Hey I didn't know Kat was comin" Frank said "well of crouse she came thts Gerard's new girlfriend" Mikey said with a smile ''wow thts a slap to my face" Frank said  "wellm frist off Kat's not my girlfriend and second how is tht a slap to your face?!?!" I said "well cuz I like Kat alot" Frank said you do?!?!" Kat asked "yea!! but it's okay cuz ur not going out with Gerard rite?!?!?" Frank said "no I'm not" Kat said "awsome" frank said as he sat next to her "oh how rude of me hi Ray" Kat said "hey Kathy, what happen to your arm?!?!" Ray asked as he sat next to Bob "I ran outside and fall on it really hard" Kat said "yea but I made it better" I said with a smile "how?!?!" Ray asked "well" I said "he gave her a kiss on the lips" Mikey said "what?!?! Frank said "I was tryin to help" I said ''oh okay" Ray and Frank said. 

  Hours had passed and I started to get sleepy "god Mikey how long has it been?!?!" I asked "about 2 hours" he said "oh okay I was jus askin cuz I'm kinda sleepy" I said "me 2" Kat said as she put her head on my shlouder "y don't you take a nap Kat" I said "okay" Kat said as he started to close her eyes. "Kat wake up were here" I said "we are hoe long had I been sleeping?!?!" Kat asked "2 hours at the most" I said "oh wow may I ask were are we?!?!" she said "somewhere in Jersey, Frank and Ray left" I said "were to" she said "some place called Andy's I think it's a food place" I said "oh okay were is Erin and Mikey and Bob?!?!" she asked "at the mall so it's jus me and you" I said.                                                                                                                                                                  


Posted on 08/21/2007 5:20 PM Comments (8)

August 20, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again........................

                   My new fanfic hope u like it.............Chapter 1 =] xoxox


Kat's pov

     As me and Erin walked to th mall we bumped into her brother, "hey Erin were are you going?!?!" he asked ''well me and Kat are going to th mall y do u wanna know?!?!?'' Erin asked ''well cuz me and the guys are going up town and Gerard wants Kat to come and Mikey wants you to come Erin" he said ''awwe reall Gerard wants me to come?!?!?!" I asked ''well tht what he said" he said ''ohh okay hey is he inside?!?!" I asked ''yea and so is Mikey" he said and looked at Erin with a smile "kool well I'm going inside are you coming Erin?!?!?" I asked ''um....yeah I'm coming" she said as she grad my hand and ran inside ''SLOW DOWN YOUR GOING TO MAKE ME FALL'' I yelled at her ''I'm sry!!! Kat" she said as she ran into Mikey ''hey Mikey" I said as I triesd to get my hand free from Erin ''Hey Kathy did Bob tell you tht Gerard wanted you to come" he said "yes he did" I said with a shy smile "Speaking of Gerard there he is" Mikey said "oh hi Kathy" Gerard said "hey Gerard" I said as I fell back "I got u" Gerard said as he caught me "thnks! Gerard your the best" I said as I gave him a big hug and a kiss on the cheek.

Erin pov

 "um...Mikey wen are you guys leaveing?!?!" I asked "your not coming?!?!" Mikey asked "oh I'm not sure yet cuz I don't know if Kat wants to come" I said "I'll ask her" Mikey said "oh okay thnks!!" I said "HEY KAT ARE YOU COMING WITH US UP TOWN" Mikey yelled "I'm rite here no need fr yelling and I don't know" she said "what your not coming" Gerard said "Kat you have to come" I said "alright I'll come" she said "thnks" Gerard said as he gave her a kiss on the cheek "wow Gerard u like Kat" I said "um......." he said "leave he alone Erin" Kat said "okay fine!" I said "so it's settle you guys are coming" Mikey said "yes we are" I said with a smile "awsome let's go" Mikey said as he graded my hand "awwe" Kat said "SHUT UP" I yelled "NO" she yelledd bck "YES" I yelled "FINE" she yelled as she ran outside and fell "OMG!!!!! KAT ARE YOU OKAY?!?!?!" Gerard yelled as her ran outside "I think so" she said "let me see'' he said "Kat I'm so sry!!!! I did not mean to yell at you" I said "it's fine it's jus my arm hurts" she said "OMG!!!KAT'S ARM IS BLEEDING" Gerard yelled "WHAT?!?!" I yelled "UHHHHH" he yelled "it hurts so much" Kat cried "it's okay I'm here with you" Gerard said as he gave her a kiss on the lips "what the" Bob said with a blank face "I know what you mean" I said as I walked toward Mikey "Gerard..........." Kat said "Kat I'm soooooooooo sry" he said "it's okay" Kat said, AS Gerard carried Kat to the car my mom called "ERIN" my mom yelled "yes mother" I said "WERE DO U THINK UR GOING?!?!?" she yelled "with Bob and the rest of the guys and Kat's coming to" I said "oh okay well be careful bye hunny" she said.


Posted on 08/20/2007 2:22 PM Comments (12)

August 15, 2007

5 ppl I would die 4.................

                                 point blank I would give my life fr u pplz.....


   Well I'm going to Start of with my love my best friend in this whole site in this whole world Erin (Falloutboyislove24) she just so awsome point blank I would have not asked fr a better friend and a better person in my life rite now yea!!! I have lots of friends but no one is like her she one of a kind a special person who I love more then anything in this world and yea!! I did this before BLAH BLAH BLAH but thhis is something different cuz I would die fr these ppl so anywho bck to Erin she so damn funny makes me happy to get a msg fr her she's so awsome so thts is if ur her friend then u should be th happiest person alive cuz I know I am.................................

   Second person no duh is my Teddy Bear (Beautilitious) BEST DAMN PERSON EVER I love her more then Gerard and if ur my friends u should all know I love Gerard more then anything she more then a best friend to me she more like an sweet heart my right hand person I love her and I have to thnk her fr being my friend wen I'm not even important I jus love HER I would give her my heart and everything fr her my little Teddy Bear I LOVE U SO MUCH IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY SO DON'T LAUGH LOVE U HUN FR EVER EVER & EVER.................................

 My awsome friend Stephanie (Hellaradloser) I don't care what you say your wroth it your wroth everytthing and anything ur an awsome person and who ever does not see tht then clearly must be blind ur awsome and perfect in every damn way no matter what ppl say if they say soething bad there jus hateing on how sweet u r and how good of a friend u r I love you so much and I would die fr u no matter what AND DON"T FRGET IT OKAY LOVE YOU HUN UR TH BESTIES...................

  Okay well this person is so beautiful funny silly and awsome her name is Alaysia (Stardusthell) she the the best fried u can ask fr she fun to tlk to so awsome and awsome and great most prettiest person in this whole damn world I love tht girl more and more everyday I want to meet her one day she very nice in fact to nice so don't walk over her okay she everything u could ask fr in a friend no lies bout tht  I love you my dear she takes great pictures and has an awsome smile tht makes u wanna smile I LOVE U and  I WOULD DIVE MY LIFE FR U...........................

 ALrighty then the last person in this is my love Jasmin she has a buzznet and I think it's (Falloutboykicksass1) not so sure well she's awsome I love her so much she been there fr me no matter what and I've been there fr her she so funny over the phone she cares to much bout me and at times I relly wonder y well anywho I love her more then life it's self she was there wen no one was she never ever turned her bck on me like other friends and she's my all and the reason I wake up in th morning I would die and live fr her.........


Posted on 08/15/2007 6:26 PM Comments (7)

August 8, 2007

Thnks!!! Alot Sarah man u suck cuz u tagged me

Here are the rules:

1) Only list 8 facts.
2) You must then list 8 TAGS at the end of the post. This means you must name 8 people on Buzznet who now must do the same blog.
3) Go comment on their profile and tell them to come read yours! I want participation.

1)I don't know how to keep a convo going

2)I'm really shy

3)I sleep with a blanket tht I had since I was a baby

4)I'm not good at giving advice (even if I say I am)

5)I still sleep with my mom

6)I cry over  anything

7)I get overly jealous

8)I dance and sing in the shower to mcr and plain white t's

I tagged [ punkified, falloutboyislove24, meghan93, mcr878, liltommy92, obsessedgerardwayfan, jaredletosfantasy, kavor

Sry!!! ppl Blame Sarah (weallneedsomeone) she tagged me Blah tht loser hehe love ya Sarah


Posted on 08/08/2007 11:05 PM Comments (2)

August 5, 2007

Feeling lefted unsaid.............

                                                           Not much to say but u get th point hope u like it


         This may not be something u wanna hear

         Coming from a person like me but I have to

         Tell u this before times runs out and I lose you

         Forever, I only have  one chance to tell you this

        So here it goes, Life my not be perfect but as long

       As I have you my life couldn't be anymore perfect

      Things maybe not be going well but with you by my side

      I know I'll always have a smile on my face you may not know

     But you mean the world to me I'll give you my life if I had to I'd

    Die fr you and cry fr you and live my life fr you this may not be

    Enough fr you but this all I can give you I understand if u leave

   With out saying goodbye happens to me all the time thts shows tht

  I'm nothin as I said before but I LOVE YOU my dear and I leave you

 With those words....................................

 

okay ppl this I wrote fr my teddy bear I love her so much she's so speical to me and I wouldn't wanna lose her but I just might well now you know who this is fr and you know how muxh this poem or saying or what ever you may call it mean a whole lot to me

    


Posted on 08/05/2007 4:14 PM Comments (3)
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