October 31, 2007

What happen To Gee?!?! Where Did He Go?!?! ....♥

  ~*♥ Wht happen to the Gee everyone loved nd cared for I mean ppl still love nd care fr him but he's NOT THE SAME .... he's NOT Gee he seems like a WHOLE another PERSON am I th only one who relaizes this?!?! I mean look at his pics there so different yeah he's older but even if th band itself change Gee was always Gee now he's jus some lead singer guy :( ..... this is Gee before marriage awwe how cute ....

 This is him after doesn't he look different?!?!

 before

 After anything different?!?!

 before hmm ...


 After .... anything?!?!

Well I see it nd I think ppl do 2 well at least I hope they do so I don't think I'm crazy I'm happy fr him but I think he has CHANGED nd not th same Gee but it's jus me wht do u think?!?!



Posted on 10/31/2007 10:38 PM Comments (14)

October 30, 2007

What Happen To "I love you?" (chappie 1)

Gerard ‘s       NEW!!!  FIC haha! vry bored but I hope u like it :)

 

“Well …”      Gerard's pov ....

 

I really didn’t want to wake up this morning but Frank wouldn’t stop calling me for breakfast, I got up and put on my boxers and made my way to the kitchen, I saw Frank making breakfast, I wrapped my arms around his waist and started kissing his neck while he was finishing up breakfast.

 

“You know your making it hard to focus” he smiled

“Yeah! I know but you know you love it” I laughed

“Of course I do” Frank laughed and smiled

 

After 5 minutes Kathy came out of her room wearing Ryan’s shirt, she looked really pretty, she’s been dating Ryan for about a year now just as long as Frank and me have been dating.

 

“Good morning” I said as Ryan followed Kat

“Hey!” Kathy said nd hugged me

“How did u sleep?”

“I didn’t sleep” Kathy smirked

“ewww …..” Frank said nd hugged me

“Wht you guys do it everynite”

“So” I said nd kissed Frank

“Get a room” Ryan finally said

“We have a room but were just not in it” I smiled

“Whatever” Kathy said nd walked to th sofa.

 

I’ve been living with Frank nd Kathy for six months now, we’ve been off tour for a while now we might head out soon with Kathy nd Ryan nd his band nd maybe William’s as well, I’m not sure yet it’s up to Frank nd th rest of th band.

 

“So what are you guys doing today?!?!” I asked

“Hmmm … I have no idea,” Kathy said

“Me either” Frank said nd sat down

“I wanna go somewhere” I said nd sat on Frank’s lap nd kissed his check

“Where do you wanna go sweetie?” Frank asked

“To th mall maybe”

“Oh cool I wanna go” Ryan said

“Sure lets go but first lets get ready first cuz no one wants to see Gee in his boxers “Kathy laughed

“Yeah ur rite” I said nd ran to the room.

 

Frank walked in as I was getting dressed, I turned my attention to him nd smiled he walked over to me nd smiled nd leaned in closer to me nd gave me a kiss on th lips, I swear he’s kisses make me melt, we almost started to make out but Kathy nd Ryan knocked at th door “will u guys hurry up” Kathy said

“Yeah were coming,” I said as I out my shirt on nd Frank walked out Th room.

 

We made our way to Th mall Kathy nd I ran to the Hot Topic our favorite of all time, I saw this awesome band tee I wanted it so band but sadly I did not get is cuz I got some awesome converse nd some vans nd a happy bunny belt there so cute!, After shopping we went to th food court there we saw our lovely friends Bianca nd Brendon holding hands and kissing there so cute together, Kathy set them up wen she became friends with Ryry, her nd Bianca have been friends fr like as long as I can remember thts a long time but oh well.

 

“SWEETIE” Kathy yelled nd ran to give Bianca a HUGE! Hug

“HEY!” Bianca smiled

“Oh I have something to tell you nd it’s important nd HUGE!” Kathy said with a face

“Oh no” she frowned

“Yeah! I know”

“So plz!! Tell me”

“Well …”


Posted on 10/30/2007 11:27 PM Comments (9)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANKIE =)




WOOHHOOO!!!! ur now 26 HAHAHA!!!! how awsome is tht I LOVE YOU FRANKIE ur th best!! I HOPE U HAVING FUN .... make sure to get LOTS of candy haha nd dress up CUZ IT'S HALLOWEEN .... The best time of the YEAR!! well chirstmas nd ur birthday BUT STILL UR TH BEST MAN FRANKIE ... look how cute he looks at 6 now look at how he looks at 26

 

 Oh yummy vry vry vry YUMMY :)  (not 26 but u get th point) haha SOOOOO HOT!!! ND SMEXY .... UGH FRANK UR TH BEST .... I wish u th most happiest birthday in th worl love ya lot xoxoxoxoxo ..... now some random pics of mcr hahaha =D

 WOO!! now this pic is HOT!! haha he looks ever so HOT!!! here nd like a HOT nd SMEXY lookin nerd hhaha I want Frank as my nerd hhahahaha .....

 

 

 

MCR 2004 WOW look how different Frankie looks but still HOT nd SMEXY =)

MCR 2005 WOW!! how SMEXY haha I love how Frank looks :)


I have more pics but I won't post them all haha but u see how Frank has changed nd how HOT!! he looks hahaha .... HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOOOOOOOOZ!!! *dances*


Posted on 10/30/2007 10:14 PM Comments (0)

October 28, 2007

ugh I don't know y I even bother anymore .....

~* This time it's for real not some joke I'm tired of playing around with ppl I mean this I'm really leaving not running away or dieing well maybe dieing but not just yet I'm jus leaving this site nd the internet I can't do it anymore theres no drama or anything but I think my mom is rite the internet has srly drived me crazy so my page will still be there but I won't I took to long making it jus to throw it away like tht no way buddy so yeah ....

~* I have met some amazing ppl on this site nd I love it dearly nd thts y it's hard to leave it but u know I have to I'm too scared to keep making friends cuz in th end I lose them nd they turn out jus like my Ex nd I don't want tht it sucks yes I know but it better fr me I can't go threw th fucking crying again it's not healthy fr me once I cryied fr 2 days straight nd I ended up bleeding from one of my eyes nd I'm not lieing well anyways I jus wanted to say y I was leaving not like it matter to anyone anyways ....

~* I'm going to miss my friends tht I had even if was only fr a moment but they were there fr me wen I needed them nd I feel like a bitch fr leaving them but trust me u don't want me as a friend I take things way to far nd I think thts th reason I lose everyone nd everything I love so I rather not keepin being on this site because of it blah my life is srly over nd I don't think I'll carry with out all u ppls but what happens wen I lose u later on I would be more crushed more then now *sighs* ....

~* Well my ex friends I'll be leaving u kno nd yes it hurts I don't think I'll be able to hold bck not gettin on but I have to if theres a chance I get weak nd get one jus know it's only fr a day not fr ever I can't fight th weakness at times nd hopefully I'll learn how to I love you guys more then anything but trust me I bring pain nd lots of it nd I don't wanna do tht to u I rather do it to myself not to speical ppl like u who deserve better then me as ur friend *sobbs* ....

~* Bianca I FUCKING LOVE YOU ... I'm so mad nd upset but I have to leave you my special sweetheart I can't keep acting scared to tlk to u cau at times I don't know wht I'm saying nd thts y I get in trouble with my mom nd other ppl sweetie pie I love you nd I hate tht I'm leaving u but trust me love it's whts best fr u my sweet nd wen I come bck even if it's fr a day I'll make sure tht ur th frist one I take my time to note u brang me so much joy nd smiling nd I know I'm a bitch nd all tht but believe I love you more then u'll ever know jus trust me with tht *kisses*

~* Jomaris HUNNY I'm gonna miss u A LOT u were my personal music helper nd really did come in handy as soon as I get th Aiden cd I'm gonna come on jus to tell u nd ask u fr th songs nd get off it's tht easy rite?!?! .... ur so awsome nd I'm so glad we tlked u seem really popular nd to cool to tlk to me but yet u still did tht made me feel so loved nd specail ugh I'm gonna miss u SWEETIE! ur th best I LOVE YOU *hugs*

~* Erin, Stephaine, Bdenbear, Tara, Meghan, all my other friend u guys rawk nd so does ur fics nd I love then tehe I'm gonna miss u guys a lot nd yeah I was not tht much of a friend to u guys but I tried at times nd I LOVE YOU so much tehe u rawk nd ur always in my heart .... well don't think u won't tlk to me anymore u still will jus not all th time once in a great while u'll talk to me so it's all good rite??!? like lets say u tlk to me tomorrow u probably won't tlk to me untill 2 or 3 weeks from them thts not bad I jus wanna be aline nd not wanna hurt no one byez I'll tlk to u all wen I feel in th mood or rly bored so yea tht one of th reason y I woun't delete my page yet jus in case I wanna tlk but idk bout tht .....


Posted on 10/28/2007 4:48 PM Comments (10)

October 27, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again ....

          ~*Hey my lovely friends I'm finally in th mood to post something so I jus wrote this oh th next fic will be out soon so be on a look out for tht also I'm writing a new fic I'm kinda scared to actually post it so yeah =(*~

~*Kathy's pov ....

 It was like Gerard was stuck on what he was trying to ask or say nd he kinda needed to hurry up cuz we have a shower in like an hour nd I still had to get ready nd so did he.

"Gerard I have to get ready for th show I'll talk to you later" I said

"okay thts fine bye love you" he said nd kissed me

 I walked out of th bus nd ran into Patrick he fell on th floor nd I fell on top of him, I got up nd helped Patrick to his feet, I felt kinda stupid fr running into him I really did.

"OH I'M SO SRY" I said

"it's okay it was my fault" he smiled

"thnks!!''

"so where were you heading?!?!" he asked

"to get ready fr th show tonite what about you?"

"samething u wanna walk together?" he smiled

I thought fr a second "sure"

 We walked al th way to th other side of where he had to go I guess we were not really paying attenion to what we were doing since we were tlking nd laughing th whole.

"oh snap we passed were we needed to stop" I said nd stoped walking

"yeah ur rite were are we at anyways?!!?" Pat asked

"I have no idea it looks nothin like th parkin lot or th studio area" I said kinda worried

 We walked around fr about another 15 mintues nd we got nothin my legs were startin to hurt nd he were wlkin up a hill nd tht only made things worst, I triped over a tiny rock nd fell down th hill nd hit my head kinda hard on a big rock nd after tht is all black .....

~*Patrick's pov ...

   I saw Kathy roll down th hill nd hit her head on this huge rock, I ran down to where she was at ... she was loseing alot of blood from her head nd my cell phone is dead nd so is hers I think ...

"KATHY" I yelled nd put he head on my lap

 She didn't answer nor was she breatheing.

"OMG!! SOMEONE HELP" I cried

 I knew no one could hear me but it was worth a shot my last thing to do was to give her mouth to mouth, not tht I mind or anything.

 "Kathy" I said nd stoped as I saw hwe open her eyes

"P-a-t-r-i-c-k" she could barely speak

"I'm here don't worry" I said nd hugged her

"I'm so scared"

"it's okay sweetie I'm here I'm not going anywhere I promise"

"thnks!!" she said nd got up nd sat on my lap

"ur welcome" I sad nd blushed

   Kathy layed her head on my shoulder nd closed her eye I could tell she was extra sleepy but I didn't know wht to do seeing as I don't know where th hell we are.

  I started to get sleepy as well nd they showed must have went on without us idk ... I leaned bck on th grass tryin not to wake Kathy nd I rested my head on my hoodie ... Kathy slept on my chest with my other hoodie covering her seeing how it was kinda cold ...

"Patrick" Kathy called

"yea?"

"get up plz!!"

"ok?" I said nd got up

"thnks!!" she smiled

"y did I have to get up?"

"cuz I wanted to sit under th tree"

'"oh okay" I said nd sat next to her"

  I was still tired but i can't go to sleep now .... Kathy put her arm around me nd rest her head on me her hair smiled sooo good nd it felt so soft ...

~*Frank's pov ....

"Gerard?"

"um .. yea?"

"where the hell is Kathy at?" I asked

"I have no fucking idea" he said kinda pissed

"I bet she fine she's with Patrick"

"so u never know he might like her nd makeout with her" he said nd sat down

"he won't trust me" I said nd sat next to him

"man I wished I could have asked her"

"ask her wht?"

"well I was going to ask her to marry me"

"really?!?!" ......

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This goes out to Bianca cuz she jus so awsome nd I want her to feel better so I hoped by postin this she might feel better I love you sweetie ur awsome ^_____^

 


Posted on 10/27/2007 11:43 PM Comments (5)

October 21, 2007

[10/20/07] ...♥ ... oh my this is how my day went for the concert ...♥

   ♥The Morning♥

~* I woke up at 9:10 Am cuz my stupid cats were making so much noise blah to them anyways I ate something nd went back to bed at 9:30 ... I woke up again at 11:35 nd my mom called me to tell me to get ready so I took a shower went on th computer nd checked my mail =) then Vanessa (a friend of my mom's) came to pick me up she bought me a dunkin donuts cookies nd cream shake (yummy)  .... we went to my house nd got my mom nd aunt nd then went to hot topic ....

~*Hot Topic was awsome I was listening to Escape The Fate while my aunt nd Vanessa shoped fr something ... blah I saw some awsome A7X shirts nd I saw MCR's old cd nd Aiden's as well my mommy is taking me bck there to buy stuff WOO! .... I saw some Vans nd Converses they were so pretty then my mom took me out of th store to look fr something ....

~*We left Hot Topic nd got to Vanessa's mom's car nd I found out way my mom took me out of th store ... she took me out so I would not see wht she was getting me nd man it was awsome I got My Chemical Romance well tht Vanessa got me nd my mom got me some nice long black nd white gloves nd a black nd white skull T-shirt ....

♥Nite Time♥

~*We got home nd ate some food nd I got on th computer to listen to some more Escape The Fate nd then my aunt came by me nd handed me a paper bag nd wht was in it was AWSOME ... I was th Umbrella Academy  issue 1 nd 2 WOOO!!! another surprize fr me tht made my nite even better ...

~*We finally left fr th concert nd tht sucked my aunt had to turn the wrong way so it took use a hour to get there so I missed Cute Is What We Aim For ... nd Plain White T's .... we got to see Gymclass Heros well before them they had some guys who were rapping tehe ....

~*Gymclass Heros was awsome the sang "Paper Cuts" nd "Cupid Chokehold'' nd "Clothes Off" nd some other songs before nd after tht ohh Patrick came out nd I almost fainted rite then nd there my lungs hurt from all th scareming I did wen I saw him lol ....

~*OMFG! Fall Out Boy was FUCKING AWSOME they were so great they sang "Sugar Were Going Down" which was there first song nd then some other song nd then "Carpel Tunnels Of Love" nd then "A Little Less 16 Candles A little More Touch Me"  nd then some other song nd then "I'm Like A Lawyer The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off Me (Me & You)" OMG!! tht one was awsome tehe then came "Dance Dance" nd "Thnks Fr Th Mmmrs" nd then some song bout Mom's tht there writng now nd then we did th wave haha it was awsome nd sang happy birthday to Patrick's girlfriend Lisa awwe ... then we sang "This Ain't A Sence It's A Arms Race" nd then th sang "Mr. Brightside" by th killers man tht song is awsome nd the last song was "Saturday" there was fire in some songs nd in th last onre there was like green stuff everywhere nd Pete took his shirt off WOO!!! I was scareming like crazy tehe tht show was awsome but th thing I hated was tht it was all bout Pete I mean rly Patrick is better but Pete is smexy nd Patrick is 2 oh th sad thing is tht Fall Out Boy won't be coming bck to Chicago fr a while =( ... well tht was it tehe it's hard to explain but I tried =)


Posted on 10/21/2007 12:22 AM Comments (14)

October 19, 2007

WIthout You Is How I Disapear ....♥

             ♥Hey kiddies I hope u like this chappie ... I have to warn this chappie things are not what they same so be on th look out fr those things oh ... Jessica will be leaving in th next chappie so jus a heads up anywho I hope u like it (chappie 12) ....

 Kathy's pov ....♥

 Ryan still was not talking at this point I feel like walking out nd not lookin back it feels like she's his girlfriend or ex tht he didn't bother to tell me about.

"Well Ryry speak up" I said nd walked to th door

"where are you going?" he asked nd got off th sofa

I rolled my eyes nd opened th door "home"

"wht why?"

"because I can't deal with drama" I said nd walked out

"let me explain" he said nd grabed my arm

I sighed "hurry up"

"well heres th thing she's an old friend of mine nd one time we were hanging out nd I kissed her on th check but a friendly kiss nd ever since then she thought I was her boyfriend even if I told her I was not you have to believe me Kathy I love you nd I would have told you if it was something more" he said with a sigh

"oh like you told me u were a vampire"

"I was going to I swear"

"when on our wedding day" I said nd tried to break from him

"NO" he yelled at me

"then wen?"

"I DON'T KNOW" he yelled once more

"FINE" I said nd stromed out

"WAIT"

"wht now?" I asked and turned towards him

"I was going to tell you but I was scared u might not love me anymore" he said nd fell to th ground nd started to cry

I felt so bad he was th most nicest nd sweetest person in the world nd I'm jus here being a bitch to someone I love with all my heart, I walked over to him nd gave him a kiss I jus get so weak wen I'm made at him it's not kool but I can deal.

"Ryan I love you no matter wht nd I'll never stop loving u even if u were Gay" I smiled 

he giggled nd looked at me nd hugged me "u really are amazing nd thts why wen I first saw you I knew it was love nd thts no lie u can even ask Mikey u were my first girlfriend, my first real kiss, my first real love nd hopefully my last everything"

I really had nothin to say to tht it was so sweet nd it made me cry a little bit no wait a lot.

"Ryan I don't know wht to say"

"u don't need to say anythin" he said nd pulled me into a vry passionate kiss or at it was untill tht girl came outside

"Ryan" she said nd crossed her arms

he pulled nd said "wht do u want Amy?"

"fr u to stop kissing her" tht Amy girl said.

Ryan's pov ...♥

 I don't believe this girl it's been 3 years since tht kiss on th check nd since I told her I was not her boyfriend I don't see why she think were together or whatever.

"Amy wht is with u" I said

"nothin I jus don't want my boyfriend kissing some whore" she smirked. I could tell Kathy wanted to hit her but she held bck.

"excuse me, I'm not a whore" Kat said with a angry face

"I believe you are since ur kissin him" she said

"well he is my boyfrined so yeah! I would be kissing him no duh!" Kathy said

"look Amy wht do u want?" I asked

"nothin now" she said nd walked passed us

"then y did u come here in th first place huh?"

"never mind" she said nd walked away

I looked over to Kathy nd she looked a bit pissed but sad as well, yet again my fault.

"ugh! I hate this Ryry I have to go home now I love you with all my heart I promise to call u wen I get home" she said nd kissed me nd got her phone to call Gerard.

"okay hun I'll be lookin forward to ur call I love you" I said nd went inside as Gerard pulled in th drive way.

 Gerard's pov ...♥

 Kat called me nd asked me if I could pick her up nd take her all th way to her mom's house of course I didn't mind so of course I said yes y not.

"hey" I said as Kat got into th car

"Hola!" she said with a smile so big nd pretty

"were you crying?"

"no y?"

"no reason jus askin cuz it lookes like it" I said nd drove off

"oh"

 The ride to her mom's house was quiet nd kinda worried I finally got to her house nd she was bout to leave wen I said "wait"

"yes! Gee!" she said nd looked at me

I knew wht I was about to do was wrong but I had to do it, I leaned closer to her nd pulled her closer to me nd kissed her yes it's wrong but I had to.

"G-e-r-a-r-d" ....


Posted on 10/19/2007 6:41 PM Comments (8)

October 16, 2007

Wipe away those tears of blood again ....

               Hola my lovely friends I wanna say thnks! fr reading it means alot to me tht u take th time to read it anywho I hope u like it tehe ly ^_^ (chappie 17)

 Gerard's pov ...

  Me nd Kathy were just sitting there listening to th radio wen we heard Frank tell th world tht we were dating I can't believe he did tht to us, I looked over at Kathy nd she had a blank face I can tell she was upset nd kinda mad as well nd so was I.

"Hun are you okay?!" I asked

"um .... NO" she yelled

"I know how you feel"

"I'M GOING TO GET HIM" she yelled nd ran out th bus

"WAIT" I ran after her

"FRANK" she yelled

 I saw him running away from her but she cought him nd tackled him to th floor she almost slaped him but I pulled her off of him.

"Frank how could you" she asked

"I was just so mad I'm sry!" he said

"LIES" she yelled

"I'm telling th truth you have to believe me" Frank said

"no I don't I mean come on u told a very big or was a vry big secert Frank"

"I know nd I'm sry!"

"look Frank we did not want ppl to knoyet but now th whole world knows" I said

"yes I am aware of tht" he said

''then" Kat said

"look I said I'm sry!" he said nd walked away

 The next thing I knew we had interviewers surrounding us nd asking us questions of course we didn't answer I jus graded Kat's hand nd ran to her bus.

"it going to be like tht fr a while" I said nd crashed on th sofa

"yeah!" Kathy said nd sat next to me

"it's okay I'm here with u so don't worry"

"thnks!" she said nd rested her head on my chest

"no worries hun" I said nd played with her hair

 I'm kinda scared with all of this cuz this was going to make it harder fr me to ask Kathy what I did to ask her now I don't think I can now.

"Kathy"

"yea Gee"

"we need to tlk" I said a little scared

"about wht?!" she asked with a worried face

"it's hard to say it rly"

"Gerard ur scareing me" she sad with a sad face

"I'm sry!! it's jus so big nd scarey fr me 2"

"Gerard are you breaking up with me?!?'' she asked with tears in her eyes

"no I'm not I would never" I said nd hugged her

she smiled a little "okay now tell mw plz!!"

"well I was jus wondering if u would --"

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not to long but I tried to post tehe I hope u like it tehe love u lots ^____^


Posted on 10/16/2007 9:16 PM Comments (5)

October 14, 2007

With Out You Is How I Disapear ......

             Hey Kiddies I know Jessica was suppose to write this one but I have not tlked to her nd yeah I'm kinda worried bout her hopefully I tlk to her soon if not I will be writing these so I hope u like them(chappie 11)

Kathy's pov .....

"it's me Gerard I heard wht happen are you okay?"

"not rly I miss Ryan so much"

"so where does u dad live anyway"

"on maple street"

"I'm on maple street"

"you are?" I ased with a smile on my face

"yeah I can break u out of there if u want" he said

"yes plz! tht would be awsome of you" I said

"okay I'm on my way bye"

"bye"

 After I hung up I got ready I didn't want to call Ryry jus yet I want him to be surprized when I got there.my phone rang so I knew Gerard was outside so I climbed out my window nd ran to his car without my dad seeing.

"Hey Gee I'm so happy to see you" I said nd hugged him

"I'm happy to see you as well" he smiled

"do u know where Ryry is cuz I don't want him to kno I'm comin" I asked

"he's at his house"

"ok thnks!! again Gee ur th best"

he blushed. "ur welcome"

 It took 20 minutes but we were finally at Ryan's house I was kinda nervous to walk in but I knew I had to I got out of Gee's car nd say my goodbyes nd walked over to th door nd opened it with th key he gave me.

 I opened th door nd saw Ryan on th sofa hugging his knees while th tv was on I guess he was watching self serve on fuse.

"Ryry" I said nd walked over to th sofa

"KATHY" he yelled nd looked at me with tears in his eyes

"I missed you"

"I missed you to OMG!!! I love you so much" he said nd hugged me vry tight

"I love you"

"your dad let you come bck?"

"no I jus left"

"how did u get here?" he asked while letting me go

"Gerard called me nd he helped me out"

he smiled nd kissed me "I missed kissing u"

"awwe Ryry"

"well I did"

"I missed it 2"

 Ryan's pov ...

 Kathy jus came bck even if she was gone fr a couple hours it felt like a couple of years to me, I leaned in closer to kiss Kathy but my cell went off.

~! tlkin on th phone !~

"hey Brendon whts up?"

"hey! nothin much I wanted to see how u were feelin?"

"I'm fine Kathys back so yeah"

"awsome dude"

"yeah so who are you with?"

"jus Ruby nd Frank nd Sammie, Jon was here earliy with Kesem but they left"

"kool kool well I have to let you go bye"

"okay man bye"

 After I hung up with Brendon I finally got to kiss Kat again she smiled which made me smile, I started to kiss her neck which made her giggle a little bit,  she pulled me closer to her nd she layed bck on th sofa I put my legs on each of her nd we started making out, I felt her hand sliding up my side nd her hand in my shirt, I put mh hand on her side nd my other one on her thigh. Okay now thts how far we go but it felt so good I jus could not pull away from her lips even if someone was at th door sadly I had to when th door opened.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING RYAN"

I pulled away from Kat nd we both looked at th person who called my name.

"WELL ANSWER ME"

"um ...."

"Ryan who is tht?!"

"thts um.."

"I think the one who should be asking questions here is me"

"well who are you?" Kat asked

"oh Ryan didn't tell I'm --"

"umm... I'll tell her" I cut her off

"well somebody tell me"

"go ahead Ryan tell her" she said

"okay relax she's my --"

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well I hope u like this chappie tehe ^____^ nd yeah I'm not suppose to add ppl without askin Jess but I had to


Posted on 10/14/2007 1:52 AM Comments (7)

October 12, 2007

Wipe Away Those Tears Of Blood Again .....

       Hola kiddies I have to warn u now tht this story will no longer be in color th reason is tht it's hard to keep track of th colors since I have so many ppl in this story so yea!! I hope u still like it I hope to update my other ones soon okay love uz thnks!! fr readng it means alot to me =) (chappie 16) .....

Kathy's pov .....

 Me and Gee went to my bunk even if I didn't want to go to sleep but I was tired nd he do have a show in th tomorrow nd had to sigh stuff fr fans in th morning before we proform so tomorrow was goin to be a very very busy day fr us nd thts good except I won't be able to spend time with Gee at all till th nite maybe if we actually have a chance to.

"Gee you know I'm not going to see you tomorrow"

"what?" he asked nd kissed my neck

I giggled "cuz we have so much stuff to do tomorrow nd wht if we can't see each other in th nite"

"baby don't worry I promise we will see it each other" Gerard said nd kissed me nd we went to sleep.

~! The Morning !~

    I woke up to the smell of french toast, I walked out to the kitchen sectio of the bus to see who was up to my surprize no one was up but Gerard nd Kesem, Gerard was cooking nd Kesem was writing in her Journal like always I winder what she has in there.

"Morning Hun" I said and quickly pecked Gee on the lips

"Morning dear" he smiled nd hugged

"awwe so cute" Kesem teased

"shut it" I said nd hit her wit a pillow

"is breakfest ready?!?!" Kesem asked while throwing th  pillow  at me

"almost"

"okay"

"GOOD MORNING" Tara nd Jessica yelled

"Morning sunshine" I said with a smile nd hugged them

"I see u put Gerard to work" Jess laughed

"no I woke up to th smell of it duh"

"me 2" Jess nd Tara said

"well whos still sleeping?"

"um ... Angel nd Sarah I think" Tara said

"oh okay koolness"

"yea well I'm hungry Gerard hurry up" Jess said

"hold ur horse"

"blah" Jess nd Tara said

"Kesem wht are u doing?" I asked

"writing in my journal nd ignoreing u"

"fine be tht way"

"fine I will"

"stop acting like kids breakfest is ready" Gerard said nd put plates in front of each of us.

"thnks!! Gerard" we all said nd smiled

   After breakfest everybody left to go to th park with Fall Out Boy nd Panic At The Disco, Me nd Gerard were left in our bus alone which was a good thing since we might not see each other later

"tht was a good breakfest" I said nd sat on th sofa nd turned on th tv

"thnks!" he smiled nd sat next to me

"I'm so cold"

"I'll warm you up"  he smiled

"awe thnks!"

"oh no need trust me" he smirked nd wraped his arms around me.

 I started to watch tv but tht didn't last very long cuz Gerard started to kiss my neck, I couldn't help but turn around nd kiss him, soon after tht it lead to more then jus a little kissing it was more like a makeout session which almost lead into something more if Frank did not walk in.

 "OMG!" Frank yelled

"umm ...." Gerard said while he got off me

"since when?" Frank asked shocked

"since um last month" I said

"when were u planin on tellin someone?"

"when I was good nd ready"

"how nice"

"Hey Brden nd Kesem knows" Gerard said

"oh how nice you tell them but not ur best friend"

"well I didn't want no one to know nd I told them not Gerard" I said

"whatever I don't care" Frank said nd stromed out of th bus

 I looked at Gerard with tears in my eyes I could not believe Frank got like tht it's not like he was in love with me or something all he did was like me.

"Baby don't cry!" Gerard said while hugging me

"I can't help it I feel bad"

"y u didn't do nothin"

"I know but I jus do".

 Frank's pov .....

 I can't believe this how can they jus go out like tht it's not fair not fair at all you know wht thts it I'm going to tell everybody tht there dating let's see how they like tht.

"hey Mikey do u know a way were I can get news so everybody in there world would know?" I asked

"yeah y?"

"cuz I need to tell th world something important"

"okay jus go to th studio nd tell ppl"

"thnks!!" I said nd ran to th studio

"hey Max can I was tht fr a sec"

"sure go ahead Frankie" Max said

"Hey ppl I some important news bout Kathy from The Murder Sence nd my buddy Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance, we heres the news there dating thts right there dating nd heres th thing it's been going on fr a month now" .....

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Hey!!! guys I hope u like it I know it's not the other u guys have been wating for but I do have 2 so I hope u enjoy it


Posted on 10/12/2007 5:06 PM Comments (11)

October 11, 2007

This is how unfair life is plz!! read!!! nd help me plz!!!!

   Today was a normal day I was having fun with my Best friend Angel she's so nice she lets me rest on her shoulder she helps me with work tht I don't understand, anyways let me get to th point see my mom is kinda mean at times but at times shes also nice well this time shes mean, see I have a FOB concert tht I might go to in 8 days see th reason I say might is cuz my teacher, her name is Mrs. Jaffee, is really mean she yelled at me today for hugging my friend and resting my head on her shoulder, see my friend does not mind but my dumb teacher does, she is also failing me for no reason which is not fair she says I don't turn in my work which I do nd she loses work as well she also said tht I was not smart enough to get a answer right well she did not say it like tht but she might it cuz we have P.O.T.Ds which means Problem Of The Day and I got it right and she said yeah right so wht do u think tht means? .... I'm a smart girl and I know I do my work but I'm very scared on wht might happen plz!! help me should I tell my mom nd not go see FOB or tlk to my teacher nd asks her wht happen or something else plz!! I could rly use your help .....

 I would also like to thnk my friend Angel nd Francis nd Jackie(eric1234) nd Erin(falloutboyislove24) nd my love Stephanie (hellaraloser) nd my dear friend who idk her name (vengeanceluver) for comforting me in my time of need there awsome nd I love them to death but plz!! I rly rly rly need help on wht to do plz!!! help me


Posted on 10/11/2007 6:21 AM Comments (84)

October 1, 2007

My Top Bands =)



        Hey kiddies I got tagged by Tara (musicfreesme) lol well anywho I hope u like them ...

Here are the easy rules.
1) Pick your 10 favorite musical artists. List them or elaborate.
2) Tag the journal "top10bands" so we can have a full tag page of all our lists!
3) Pick 8 more people to do this! Make sure to link them to your original post.

10. Panic At The Disco (PATD or Panic) =) - haha Bden looks High as hell

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9.AFI (A Fire Inside) =) - OMG!!! Jade is the shit man xD

8.Paramore =) - WOO!!! Hayley is the best


7. Cute Is What We Aim For (CIWWAF) =) - I love them they rawk


6. Taking Back Sunday (TBS) =) -Adam rocks nd thts tht

5. Madina Lake =) - my aunt got me like them

4. The Academy Is (TAI) =) - WOO!! William

3. Avenged Sevenfold (A7X) =) - Zacky is very smexy


2. Aiden =) - haha Aiden rules =)


1. MY Chemical Romance (MCR) - well duh there # 1 they rock




well to be honest I don't know who I tagged cuz I think Jess went into my thing and tagged ppl fr me so yea ....


Posted on 10/01/2007 9:44 PM Comments (10)
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